The Hotel Ch. 01

The look on the girls faces was priceless, and they rushed into her arms. The boys joined pretty quickly and they ended up in a pile on the ground.

"I'm so sorry I've been so moody. Please forgive me, I know how much pain you're feeling." The kids didn't care about forgiveness; it was beyond their comprehension. All they cared about was having their mother back.

We continued to play, hunted for pine cones, Sierra helping them find the precious shiny pebbles they loved.

On the walk back, I felt her hand slide into mine. She leaned against me, her head on my shoulder. "I'm sorry. This has affected me badly. I had no right to take it out on you."

I leaned down for a kiss, and we walked the rest of the way enjoying a little love.

That night, Sierra again invited Leif into our bed. It did annoy me, and I can't explain why. He was part of our shared life. He was grateful, and snuggled with Sierra, who in turn snuggled with me. At least we all slept soundly. The stress and tension created that deep exhaustion.

The next couple of days got a little easier every day. The kids were feeling happier. The reassurance for them was they still had us.

Leif recovered some of his old brashness. Sierra still struggled. She was laden down with more jobs: Cooking, cleaning, laundry, all jobs she shared with Patience. Now she had to do them alone.

The kids, wow. I call them kids, but they stepped up. They tried their best to take the load off.

Watching them made me feel guilty, which made me pick up a few tasks which weren't normally mine.

It left Leif free to find some solace on his own.

It was our last days of bereavement leave. Monday, the kids were going back to school, Sierra and I had to go back to work. Leif could take his time. Being self-employed meant he had no card to clock.

Sunday night was mayhem as we all prepared for the start of the return to normal. I was sort of hoping Sierra wouldn't invite Leif into our bed. I was feeling a little amorous, and it would have been nice to make love.

Unfortunately, when bedtime arrived, he was there climbing in with us. At least sleep came easily. I had the best nights sleep I had enjoyed since the funeral.

God knows what time it was when I felt Sierra's hand gripping my dick and her open wet mouth nuzzling my neck. "Wake up, babe," She whispered.

"With groggy eyes I began to wake. "what's going on?"

It was then I felt her body jerking and banging against me. "We're making love, wake up, babe," she gasped in short little panting groans.

I was awake now, and I could hear the sounds of Leif's dick sloshing into Sierra's obviously very aroused pussy, the wet slap of their flesh colliding.

"Oh my god, it feels so good," she purred. "His big hard cock is right up inside me."

As she spoke, she pulled on my shoulder, rolling me onto my back, her mouth greedily feasting on mine as she salaciously kissed my dry mouth.

"He's fucking me, babe. It feels so good."

I realised the words were for me, Sierra wasn't usually this vocal. She was unsure how I would feel and was hoping to arouse me with her descriptive words of desire.

Her hand stroked my erection, her fist massaging and squeezing me to full strength. "Hhhhmmm, that's it, I want your cock hard."

She kissed her way down my body until my cock was in her mouth, and she sucked it ferociously.

I could see the look of ecstasy on Leif's tightly stretched face, his eyes closed, his hands gripping Sierra's hips as he thrust viciously up into her squelching soppy pussy.

Sierra pushed back on him, her arse meeting every thrust. Her hand stroked my shaft as her mouth slid up and down my now throbbing pulsing cock. She gasped for breath as she gorged herself on my aching flesh.

Leif went into overdrive, his thrusts getting faster and faster. Her fist stroked faster urging me to join the race, but rather than excitement, I felt shock and bewilderment. Leif let out a deafening roar as his one last thrust drove deep into Sierra. "Fuck..." he growled in euphoric delight.

Sierra slowed her attack on my cock as she tried to catch her breath. The way her body shuddered and jerked, she was also in the throes of a powerful orgasm.

I just lay there, wondering where all this came from. As the panting died down, Leif announced his need for a shower, and he was gone.

Sierra kissed her way back up my body, her hand still grasping my erection. Her kiss was passion filled and eager. No words were said, but she slid her leg over mine and wriggled her hips, her wet pussy sucking my cock deep into her core. "Oh yes, god that feels so good babe." Her hips rose and fell as she assaulted my mouth, her tongue ravenously seducing mine.

The obscene lewd noises filled the room as she fucked me. I lay there, totally confused as she let her passion rise again, and this time I could feel her orgasm. Her pussy clutched and grasped at my cock, her bouncing hips gyrating to get maximum contact for her clit. "Fuck, Reece, I'm going to come again."

Her pussy was that wet that there was little friction. As tight as she squeezed, she was saturated and sloppy. I grabbed her hips to get better traction and thrust harder and harder, my cum bubbling in my balls, the boiling soon to become an explosion.

Her shuddering orgasm drove me over the top and my balls, as they had been threatening to do, i exploded in a geyser of cum.

Leif wandered back into the bedroom, mumbling something about needing fresh clothes. The bedroom door closing gave me the opportunity to ask. "What the fuck happened?"

Sierra kissed me as she lifted her gooey pussy off my deflating cock. She snuggled beside me. "I don't know, babe. Leif woke me all aroused and horny. Before I could wake you, we were doing it. Oh my god. That was incredible. Did you enjoy it?"

Before I could answer, my alarm started ringing. I needed to get going or I was going to be late for work.

The stinging hot jets of water brought me to life. I still couldn't get over what had just happened.

Sierra sliding into the shower with me dragged my thoughts away.

"That was amazing, babe. Thank you, it has always been my biggest fantasy. I was so envious that Patience got to experience that." Her lips caressed mine in a sweet kiss. "Thank you, Reece. I was nervous at first that you wouldn't be into it, but my god, that was fabulous."She was gone before I could put some of my thoughts into words.

Running late, I rushed into the chaos which was the dining room. The kids were in full panic mode, the girls complaining they were going to be late. All I had time for was a quick kiss from Sierra and the kids before I was gone.

At least I had a chance to collect my thoughts. Work was uncomfortable. Our lifestyle had been the centre of plenty of gossip and nasty comments. Nobody really knew what to say. My real friends, were there and offered their condolences. Even Julia, our new office manager, offered her sympathy, even if she was a little uncomfortable.

Julia had only been working for the company for a while, and she had been very uncomfortable in my presence. Not being a local, she heard all the gossip and decided I was some sort of crazy perverted cultist. I liked her, from the outset, and tried to form a relationship of some sort, but she was as cold as ice towards me. If I walked in, she walked out. She refused to be alone with me, as if I was going to rape her or something.

Walking in at home, the house mood seemed to have lifted. Leif appeared to be in a brighter mood and was playing basketball with the boys. The girls were helping Sierra preparing dinner.

Sierra met me with a deep passionate kiss, much to the delight of the girls who both said "Ewwww, cut it out."

"You're late, Reece. A big day, huh?"

"Yeah, the new project is ramping up. I had to try and make up for lost time."

She gave me another kiss. "You get changed, and dinner will be ready when you get back down."

Everybody was already seated when I got down, and the kids flew into telling me all about their first day back at school. There was laughter and smiling faces. It reminded me on how resilient children were. Maybe they didn't understand, or maybe they just recovered faster. Either way, their happiness dragged us along with them.

Sierra talked about her first day back at work, as well. It was only Leif who hadn't gone back to work. He had other things to tidy up. He had legal ends to tie up, financial matters to wind up.

With the cleaning up finished, the kids all rushed off to their rooms to play Xbox and whatever they were up to.

I was hoping to get a moment alone with Sierra so we could talk about what happened. It just never happened; she had phone calls from family. Then I got some calls from the boss to discuss the project. The evening quickly disappeared. By the time I shut down my computer and disconnected my call from the boss, Sierra and Leif were out on the swing set enjoying their evening smoke.

I took the chance to grab a beer and watch the news.

Sierra walked in and flopped down beside me, pinching a gulp from my beer. "Where's Leif?" I asked.

"He's just chilling."

"Cool, that means we can have a little chat before he comes in."

"Yeah, I suppose we should," she agreed softly. "Can I go first?" she asked. I just nodded and she said. "I know it was a bit of a surprise this morning. It was what I wanted; he just caught me unawares. Reece, since Patience died, I have been thinking a lot about the future and what it means for all of us."

"Yeah, me too."

"Babe, this morning was beautiful, my two men together. That's what I want, the three of us together."

Her words stung, "The three of us, as in a threesome?"

"No, not just for the sex. I have been doing a lot of reading. In fact, it was Patience who got me into it. She saw it as where we were going before she found out she was dying. She wanted us to commit to a marriage that included the four of us. She had vows written up and everything."

"I could see that. She spoke about it often enough."

"When she found out she was dying, she talked to me about how it could work for the three of us. She wanted you and I to absorb Leif into our marriage. I've been trying to find a way to talk to you about it, but I was scared."

Her words swirled around my head, as I tried to comprehend.

"Reece, I know it probably sounds ridiculous to you, bit I think it can work. You and Leif are closer than most brothers. You know how I feel about him. It could work."

"Sierra, this isn't the right time for this discussion. We're still trying to get over losing Patience."

"No, Reece, this is the perfect time. Leif needs us, you can see the lift in him, he's starting to come to grips with losing her. We are making a difference."

"You're making a difference. He's happy today because he got his rocks off this morning."

"It's deeper than that. We were just talking about it out on the swing. He thanked me for all our support."

"Yes, I'm sure he's grateful. Look, I'm at a loss here. What do you want to do?"

She flinched, drew in a big breath and said, "I want Leif to stay in our bed. I want him to become our third, a partner."

"Do you mean as in permanently?"

She nodded. "Yes, I want our marriage to expand. Leif becomes part of us. Babe, the sex this morning proves we can make that aspect work. I know you felt a bit weird about it, I sensed you weren't fully into it. I still think part of you at least enjoyed it."

"You're asking a lot, Sierra."

"Think about it this way. If Leif had died, would we even be having this conversation? No, we wouldn't, you would have welcomed her into our bed. I now that is true, and I would have loved it."

"That may be true, but that's because you were attracted to Patience. Just as I was. I don't feel that way about Leif. It is different."

"I know that, Reece. There doesn't have to be a sexual connection between you guys. We will make love together, but I will be the glue that holds it together."

"Jesus, I don't know, Sierra. There's so much to think about. Three people sharing a bed. There are so many things that could blow up in our faces. We won't always want sex on the same night. Somebody could be sick. Would it be fair for the others to have sex with a sick person laying beside them? What happens when one of us just isn't in the mood?"

"I don't have answers for this, Reece. All I know is, I think it can work. Basically, I think there is so much love between us we will find ways to work around it."

When I didn't answer, she said. "Could we at least try it? Have a trial period."

What was I going to say? No was the word that kept flashing in my head. Yeah, that would have been the easy way out. The words that stuck in my head were, 'If Patience was here, she would be in our bed.' Those words were true. It made me feel like a hypocrite. With a concerned sigh, I said. "Okay, we can try."

*****

We tried, that is for damn sure. Sierra was in seventh heaven. In her words, she had it all. Leif and I were very different people. Maybe that's why we got on so well. We brought different things to the table. It was apparent right from the outset when we brought the house. I was the planner, the guy who sweated over getting the plans drawn up, the ideas captured and made them work.

Leif was the dreamer, the ideas guy. He had a way of expressing his vision in such a way that I could see it.

The same was true of sex. He was the vocal expressive one. He was loud, rude, physical, whereas I was the quiet achiever. I didn't vocalise a lot when we made love. Sierra, that was her thing. She loved to express her enjoyment.

Now, with the three of us in the same bed, Sierra had everything she wanted. I'd like to say it was great, but that wasn't the case, not for me anyway.

Leif and Sierra were both into it, they both loved it. I guess their sexual appetites aligned more than mine.

The other difference between Leif and myself was sexual hunger. His sex drive was way higher than mine.

Right from the first threesome between Patience, Leif and me, it just didn't sit well with me, and this was no different. Sierra always tried to include all of us. It didn't matter who instigated it. She always managed to get all of us involved. It certainly wasn't for the lack of effort on her behalf that it was failing.

It became a little predictable. Really, the only position that worked for us was doggy, so Sierra could comfortably suck one of us while the other fucked her. Or, we took turns, but that was no fun, none of us enjoyed that. Well, maybe Sierra took secret pleasure in showing off.

Sierra, being the perceptive thing she was, saw what was happening and tried to get more interaction between Leif and myself. She manipulated things to try and change things around.

She started talking about different things, positions, ideas. She had always loved oral, both giving and receiving. She wanted more than anything to have her pussy licked while she was getting fucked. I definitely wasn't trying that. Leif though, being more aggressive and adventurous than I was, said he would love to give it a try.

They were in a sixty-nine position one evening. She was on top and had been swapping between sucking both Leif's and my own erections. She was busily grinding her pussy down on Leif's face, when she turned her eyes up to me as I knelt in front of her. "Fuck me, babe. I want to feel your cock inside me while he licks me."

"I couldn't," I spluttered.

"Yes, you can. Don't worry about Leif; he wants it to happen as well."

I decided to play along and positioned myself behind her, my cock sliding into her very wet pussy. I could feel Leif's head, my balls kept banging on it as I fucked her slowly. It was kinky as hell, but when I felt his tongue sliding along my cock and his hand caressing my balls. I freaked out, and scrambled back out of the way.

They both turned to stare at me. "Why did you stop?" Sierra asked, frustration oozing from her words.

"I agreed to this, but I always said I didn't want any physical contact with you, Leif. Why the hell did you start licking my cock?"

He looked a little shamefaced. "It's bloody hard not to. It's right there in front of my face. Besides, lately, I have wondered about it. What it would feel like, taste like. Sorry if it took you by surprise."

Sierra looked confused. "You stopped because he licked you as well? Weren't you enjoying it? I thought you were enjoying. It certainly felt like it."

"I'm just not into that aspect."

They both seemed confused, and we all sat there staring back and forth. Sierra broke the silence, "What happens now?"

"I've lost my arousal. I say we just go to sleep."

Leif grabbed his cock, which was still hard and swung it around. "Fuck that. I'm as horny as a badger. I want to finish what we started."

"Yeah, come on, Reece." Sierra pleaded. "Let's finish, I was enjoying it."

They went back to their sixty nine, and I watched as they got into it. She grabbed me by the dick, and pulled me back into a sitting position in front of her so she could suck my cock back to life.

It took a while, because I was now peeved. Still, with a gorgeous sexy woman slavering over your cock, it was inevitable that I eventually hardened.

I tried for Sierra's sake; I put side my fears. This time, as my cock slid into her pussy it was with caution and hesitant. Leif did his best to ignore me and stayed focused on her clit. It felt weird, it was a bit like an out of body experience. I tried to keep my thrusts short and was more concerned with making sure there was no contact with Leif's furious tongue.

I expected to hear Sierra's loud moans of pleasure, but she was quiet, her body tense and stiff. I don't think it was satisfying for any of us. Certainly not me.

There were many other instances where things became uncomfortable, sexually. She was riding me one night, my cock plunging up into her writhing body. Her pussy clutching wantonly on my cock. Leif had been laying beside us, watching, when I felt his hand on her arse. When I turned to look, I watched as he licked his finger and slid it into her bum.

Anal was something Sierra had always shied away from, and I expected her to complain bitterly. However, I was shocked to hear her moaning loudly in pleasure.

Leif's hand kept bumping into my dick as he tried to match my thrusts with those of his hand. I stopped moving, it freaked me a bit. Sierra picked up the pace and grabbed my head in both hands, kissing me passionately.

It felt weird, but it definitely got Sierra's motor running. Strangely, she was into it.

As we all recovered, Sierra sighed deeply. "Wow, that was awesome. Could you feel his finger, Reece?"

It surprised and somewhat shocked me. "Yeah, I felt it. How come you're suddenly into anal?"

She rolled towards me, her eyes sparkling. "I want to try it with both of you inside me. I figured this is the only way we can be one."

"And you're okay with it? I mean this is your idea?" Leif gave me a cold glare, as if I was accusing him of forcing her.

She nodded, picking up on the sudden tension. "Yes, of course it's my idea. I know in the past I've been hesitant, but yes, I want to experience every aspect of this. I want the three of us to be closer. Now when I think about it, I get incredibly aroused."

The anal byplay became part of our regular lovemaking. Not me. I'm not a prude, I just saw it as something I wasn't really into. Sierra tried a few times to get me to stick my finger in her bum while Leif fucked her, but I always managed to evade it. It frustrated both of them, and it created a little fracture in our relationship.

When she asked why, I explained truthfully. "Well, I think it's unclean. I mean, you can't go from fingering your bum to your pussy without transferring whatever germs are in there. It's like cross contamination."