When I Discovered I was Bi Pt. 01

A story explaining how I knew I was bi-sexual. I always had a babysiting job growing up and I continued to do it well into my 20's. One of my first jobs early on, I was doing an overnighter for my neighbor across the street from our house, her name was Julie. Julie was a 23 year old single mom and she was Hot! let me describe her. She was 5'10" tall weighed probably about 120 lbs, long blond hair and a beautiful set of boobs, not too big, but certainly not small.

I was about 19 at the time and still a virgin. I was a very good looking girl and had guys try to get me into bed all the time. My values growing up were strong and I wasn't going to have a quick 1 night stand, I wanted to feel something first, I didn't want to be a mother at that age. Being close in age, Julie and I would talk all the time about sex. She knew I was still a virgin, and she respected that. I would always try to have her explain what it felt like, but now as an adult, I understand how you can't really explain the feeling.

She told me that since she was alone now for quite some time, she relied heavily on her toys. At that point I used to masturbate a lot, but it was more of a quick rub on the old fun button and not much else. I would occasionally finger myself, but felt funny doing it, so I relied on the old quick bean flick. I had given myself an occasional orgasm, but they were small and over quick. This night I was there for an overnighter, I would be there for the better part of 2 days.

Her baby was only 4 months old, so all I needed to do was feed her, change her and put her down for a few naps during the day. At about 4pm in the late afternoon I was getting that horny feeling and I had the urge to rub myself a little. I was laying on the sofa with my pants 1/2 way down just gently rubbing and playing with myself. I suddenly got the idea of looking for her toys and maybe trying one out. I checked on the baby and she was still napping away.

I went into Julie's bedroom and started snooping around. It didn't take long before I found her trove of toys tucked away in her closet. Just looking at the toys in that box was making me wet. The first one I pulled out was what I now know is a "rabbit" vibrator. It was odd looking to me, but interesting. I took the next one out and it was a "jelly" vibrator in the shape of a dick. The last 2 things left in the box were 2 different sized, very realistic looking dildo's. I decided to take the box into the baby's room and sit on the rocker that was in there so in case she woke up, I could be right there and maybe get her back to sleep quickly.

This time I took off my pants and shirt and sat on the chair naked. I grabbed the Jelly vibrator, turned it on, and put it right on my clit. Wow! I was instantly in fantasy land. I had all I could do not to slid right off that chair. I was so wet after only 2 minutes, I got up and put a towel on the chair. I wanted so badly to try another one, but I just couldn't take this thing off my clit. It was like a magnet and my clit was metal.

I finally had enough pleasure to be able to stop for a minute and grab the Rabbit. I knew I needed to insert it, and I figured the little "ears" belonged on my clit, so I went ahead and pushed it in, rested the ears on my clit and turned it on. Well It went from Wow with the jelly vibrator to unbelievable. I just rested my head back and let that toy do it's magic. As I layed there, I realized I could smell Julie's distinctive perfume. It was a beautiful scent and as soon as I realized I was smelling her, something inside me snapped, I had an instant orgasm, and not the usual small one, this was massive.

If the baby wasn't 5 feet away from me, I would have let out an animal scream, it was my first real orgasm. While I was sitting there naked catching my breath, I couldn't stop thinking of Julie and how fucking hot she was. I needed more, so it was time to try something new. Now I have on occasion, put things in my pussy, but nothing like this massive dildo I was holding in my hand. I thought about Julie and decided I wanted to try it. I was about to take the plunge when I had an idea. I went and got the pillow from her bed, then I grabbed one of her thongs and put it on. I returned to the babies room where she was sound asleep. I put the pillow on the floor, layed on my back, bent my knees and spread them apart.

As I slowly put that massive dildo into my pussy, I tilted my head and smelled her scent on the pillow. I was imagining her standing there naked, just watching me. Her tits were beautiful and her tiny ass was to die for. I was so lost in my thoughts of her, I didn't even realize I had put that entire dildo inside my pussy. I was pushing and pulling faster and faster until I had another orgasm, but this time I was dripping wet, I squirted for the first time! I couldn't believe what had just happened.

I've heard of that before, but since I was still a virgin, nothing like that ever happened to my pussy before. The baby woke up, and at that point I needed a little rest anyway, but I definitely wasn't done. I did what I needed to do with the baby and about 4 hours later, I put her down for the night. It was about 10 pm and I was horny again, so I grabbed her box of toys and went to her bedroom. I took a shower and put on her panties and bra. Knowing that all my girly parts were now where her's usually are was really getting me wet. I knew I would have to do some laundry, but it was worth it.

I slid under the covers, put her rabbit inside me and turned it on, instant electricity went through my body. I was picturing her laying next to me doing the same thing. I was even talking to her saying things like, "Julie, you have no idea how long I wanted to do this with you" or "Julie, please do this for me" I was talking up a storm, thinking of her and enjoying my new friend. At one point during my fantasy, I took a picture off her night stand of her and the baby, and fucked myself looking at it, damn she was beautiful.

The panties I had put on were drenched, I was rubbing myself over the panties to get my juices into her panties, it was making me crazy. I rode my hand until I came again and made sure those panties soaked up every drop. I finished the night taking care of my needs and thinking about Julie. I slid those wet panties off and put them in the laundry, I would clean them tomorrow, or maybe wear them one more time.

I think that was the moment I realized how sexy women are, and that the thought of making love to a man, or a woman, was something that got me equally horny. To that point, I hadn't been with either, but I was leaning towards a woman for my first time. The next day I played a little more in between taking care of the baby and doing the laundry. I put everything back where it was and no one was any of the wiser, or so I thought. Part 2 will go into detail about what happened the next day.