by istanbulnoir
Hi! I write erotica for the exact same reasons! To keep myself excited and aroused. To get good sleep and have a healthy outlet for my dark desires (rather than wanking off). One mistake I used to make was writing with the laptop on my bed. THAT is super-wrong, must never do. Once you have an orgasm, it's like the writing flow just stops, much the way you've described.
And I think it must please you and give you some sense of gratification to know that your writings certainly excite your readers and lend an increased enjoyment to their masturbation.
I think that is something for you to be proud of.
I love authors who share their erotic thoughts and how they are affected while writing erotic stories. I love knowing how much our excitment, excites the author..whether guy or girl. And finally,,,if knowing your story (s) results in a very satisfying masturbation session, I love you letting your readers know that it turns you on.
I read and look at pornography to get excited, get hot and masturbate; and I sincerely appreciate all material the authors provide.
So, thank you istanbulnoir for all the good times.