- BDSM
- Yours Ch. 03
- Page 8
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Click hereI stroked her face gently with my wet fingers before sliding them into her mouth. She sucked on them hard, begging me with those wide, green eyes. I let my hand rest around her throat.
"Please let me cum, Sir. Please don't stop." she begged, tears forming in her eyes.
She clamped her legs together and thrust forwards a few times, trying so hard to bring herself some pleasure.
"Three weeks, sweetheart." I said gently, tightening my grip on her throat ever so slightly. "You promised."
She bit her lip, and I could see the resignation come in to her eyes. She knew I wasn't just toying with her. She wasn't going to cum again until she got back. She nodded, but her expression was still one of intense sorrow.
"Are you going to be a good girl, like you said?" I asked.
"Yes Sir." she whispered, her voice full of defeat, "I'll be a good girl."
I smiled and leaned down to kiss her deeply. She eagerly welcomed my tongue into her mouth, but I pulled away quickly. I let go of her wrists and sat back. My cock was rock hard and sticking straight out from my body and she stared at it as she sat up.
"Do I have to go now?" she asked as she rubbed her wrists, finally meeting my eye.
I nodded. She dropped her eyes and turned away from me, getting off the bed.
I actually liked the feeling of sending her away when I was still hard. Since this had begun with her, every night had been a test of my self control; could I put off having sex with her long enough to dominate her each time? At first it wasn't too difficult; I'd still hated her so much that I could easily overpower my lust for her, but I seemed to be becoming more and more attracted to her.
Still, so far I'd passed, and it felt good to know I had some modicum of control over my crazy teenage hormones. I felt like it made a statement to her. I wasn't a slave to my urges, the way most guys my age were, and more to the point, the way she was. She put up with all this degradation and punishment in order to feel the pleasure that she did, and practically cried when I denied her it, but I could send her away with my dick still rock hard if I wanted to. It was just another kind of control, but an important one.
After all, how could I responsibly control her if I couldn't control myself?
When she gathered her clothes, she walked to the door and turned. She stood there awkwardly, her eyes roaming over my body. I could tell from the way she squeezed her thighs together that she was still desperate for pleasure.
"I'll miss you." she said suddenly.
"I know, sweetheart." I said, "But it's just three weeks. You can do it, I know you can."
A smile flashed to her lips at my words of encouragement, and she nodded confidently.
"I can." she said.
"Good." I said. "Goodnight Jessica."
"Goodnight Sir." she said, "Um, Steven." she corrected, smiling.
I lay down and turned away from her, pulling the blanket up over me. I heard the door open, then close, and I was alone.
Three weeks without any kind of sex with Jessica. And for two of those weeks I'd be completely alone. I would be fine, I always was. I was more interested in how she'd handle it. She was so desperate last time I'd denied her. Would she really be able to last three weeks without me? Maybe it was just arrogance, but I doubted it.
Even after being punished tonight, she hadn't cried like she had in the past. I felt like I was dominating her properly, but I knew there were still unseen depths to her masochism that I had yet to explore. I'd made up the reward or punishment thing on the spot, but my mind was already buzzing with ideas. It was going to be a fun reunion whether she'd been good or not.
Well, fun for me either way. I was still holding my sadistic side in check, but I hadn't found any kind of limit there either.
I would have to make some preparations over the coming weeks to be certain that our relationship kept heading down this dark path. We were both finding new depths to our darkest urges, and I'd be ready for her when she returned.
- COMMENTS
DeanofMean7 days agoIt is fascinating watching a baby dom grow into his power figuring out how he thinks, coming to understand the one he has to control the most is himself. So often in BDSM it's the perfect rich ass Dom (ok maybe that cock is the same). But in reality we are all just getting through life learning what makes us tick and how to manage the world around us and how to remain true to one's self and take care of those around us. He seems to just be figuring out that taking care of those who trust us is a big part of being a Dom instead of a domineering asshole. hope he doesnt get lost
Alberto_MBF10 months agoI was liking the series. This chapter lost me. I’m done. MC is a terrible human being.
xavierwalmost 2 years agoEach chapter is so consistently EXCELLENT that I run out of superlatives to describe them!
I'd like to comment on something that one of the Anonymous readers wrote. It, essentially, said that Steven's loss of control and abuse of Jessica was a bad thing and could set the wrong ideas and impressions in the minds of those novices and "infants" in the Lifestyle just beginning their journey toward self-understanding and real Control.
Of COURSE it does! But the way you presented it, in addition to being HOT, was a warning, with suitable explanation, to confirm that it wasn't the "right" way to practice WIITWD! He learned from it and regretted it. As the story continues, you see him working very hard to avoid that very loss of Control. Over time, I'm sure that he, like most of us that walked that path without the benefit of a Mentor, will learn how to Control the darkness and his impulses better so as not to harm her. Hurt her, definitely. Harm her? no. At some point, perhaps you'll create the opportunity for him to meet someone with some experience who is willing to take him under their wing and teach him some of the things that could place Jessica, and others, at risk.
Until you, as the author, decides to do that, we ALL should settle down and remember what this work of fiction is all about: erotica.
Keep on doing the amazing job that you've done for 3 chapters so far!
X-Man
dirtyoldbimanover 2 years agosame old with a few twists. ownership should not cause so much pain. standard school boy fight was different. just skimming thru this to see how Jessica acts at school or at a party. rest id so so.
PowerFemNYCover 5 years agoFabulous story and evolution of the characters. Loved it!!!!
Anonymousabout 8 years agoThis is very much like my life in the bedroom with Sir. If someone thinks this is tiresome, they must think RL sex is tiresome as well.
I think it's perfect and your descriptions about her reactions as a new sub resemble my own thoughts and fears when I first realized who I was and entered the lifestyle.
I'm also very impressed with how you show that new Doms make mistakes. And just like the character in your story, if they are good Doms, they communicate and apologize when necessary.
Thank you for sharing your gift of storytelling with us.
rosscaresover 8 years agoThe trouble with most sex and sexual writing is that there are only a finite number of orifices and ways to describe the acts involving those. Your pieces provide valuable insights into how an overachiever can accept or even enjoy the Sub role and as to how a "nice" guy or girl can enjoy the Dom role of producing pain and control in someone they so deeply care about. The changing power dynamic you describe is convincing -even if the female's worship of phallic size isn't. I suspect those who felt them "boring" were simply missing these subtleties at a deeper level.
Anonymousover 8 years agoYou write very well but this is the same old same old just repackaged again and again. For example, her deep throating him or trying to was hot the first few times. Now it is just how far do I have to scroll down to get back to some other aspect of the story.
Anonymousover 8 years agoI love this to pieces, everything about it is perfect to me. My Dom, we had a relationship much like this for a while. And then it turned in to something different. In the bedroom or whatever other room he decides on, I am very submissive but that's all I was, just a perfect yes girl he told me. He wanted to get to know who I was apart from a sub. So we become a regular, bickering, couple and I can be openly affectionate once we're outside of the house but the second that door shuts behind him later I'm on my knees and if I upset him that day, I get my punishment right there and gladly accept it then thank him. It's possible to have balance, though I know its not for many SM couples.
InfiniteFoldingSpaceabout 9 years agoSM isn't my cup of tea, though, so I stopped at page 3.
Anonymousover 9 years agoThis story is great! Every chapter gets better; deeper emotionally & physically! I love how they are working through their relationship, how it's trial and error, they're not perfect, make mistakes, learn and accept more about themselves, communicate as best as crazy 18 year olds can...
I don't think its his big dick that has her in love either. I think you set up well Jessica's bitchiness, and the premise that maybe she has been "looking" for someone strong enough to fight back / dominate her. Obviously every bitch isn't a closet masochist, but in her case, it's clear that she is getting just as much out of what they do as he does from the control and power-play. His big dick just happens to be icing on the cake! ;)
And I LOVED the scene with Steven and Mike!
"My bottom lip had a thin trail of blood running from it. I slowly licked it up, and was reminded of my first time with Jessica.
Our first kiss had tasted like blood."
Straight out of Fight Club!! :)
Anonymousover 9 years agoA gorgeous girl, 4 CPA, editor-in-chief at school newspaper...etc, wants to be dominated by a full below average 18yo, only because he has a big dick...
cupcakebunnycummer8765almost 10 years agoThis was amazing I really love this story, this has a good dominant\submissive relationship
Lindsubover 10 years agoA valid point raised by some commentators, I think.
If this story had been unremittingly hateful from Steven to Jessica, I think I would not be able to enjoy it, despite the way the eroticism narrows in on so many fantasies of mine. I think it would be impossible for me to enjoy it if that were the case, because the cast is so small and the focus on their inward thoughts and attitudes is so much a part of the story, that having Steven choose to simply wallow in hatred and sadistic lust would end up being repellent.
That said, I think you've done a credible job, more than credible, of showing that despite Steven's bitterly wounded pride and mistrust born by years of unjustified antagonism, he is feeling conflicted, and recognizes that, and is-in starts and stops-allowing himself to change. With a sort of three steps forward, four steps back, five steps forward, one back, two steps forward, three steps forward, one and a half steps back kind of progression which feels very authentic for, you know, conflicted human beings exploring a new relationship and a new way of thinking.
The two of them do, after all, have a very long history to come to terms with. Steven has to learn to forgive and love and cherish-or not-Jessica for her past behavior, and likewise Jessica has to learn to accept forgiveness, and stand up for herself, and demand true personhood from Steven-or not-in spite of the delight her senses and lust bring her.
