She Just Wants to Love Him

He'll never be what he was to her.
She'll never be what she was to him.
But that's not how it's supposed to be.
They need to be new.. Together.
To be who they are to each other!!!
He doesn't have those kinds of feelings in him.
But she knows that, and accepts it for what it is.
She loves him more than he will ever know.
But he doesn't know that feeling anymore.
It crushes her completely, to her soul.
Will she lose her love for him?
Is that what he wants?
Is he trying to push her away? 
Will her love be strong enough?
Will she be?
Mentally, physically?
Daily, weekly?
She hides it so well..
But the anxiety, the stress.
The hurt inside, the pain.
The upset that she thinks she causes him, unknowingly at times.
And those are the times she doesn't know why?
She doesn't know what she's done to him?
How minimal it may be?
Or how big?
She still takes of care of him.
She can't stop.. She won't.
She Loves him whole heartedly!!!
And she knows he doesn't love her!!!
She's afraid he may never be able to.
But, he tells her the he does care.
And she's ok with that... 
Because of the love she has for him.
Maybe it will be strong enough!
Maybe... You never know.
"Love can conquer all", is what she's always been told.
So... She just wants to Love him and take care of him, the way that he deserves.!!!
And maybe one day he will noticed it.
And feel what she can feel!!

Samantha Willows 💋