Afro Stress Relief Ch. 15

"Hmmm...you still like us niggas don't you Tina," Leroy said as I stepped back.

"You know I like you a lot, daddy Leroy. I might be in touch!" I giggled and gave him a little fairy wave. Leroy sounded his horn and waved as he drove off.

"You are such a slut!" Mary giggled, I just smiled and showed Mary to my apartment, it was very late but two older women joined us in the elevator, both Mary and myself looked very dishevelled after having been used by the lusty black truckers, I was wearing my pink bondage cap and Mary's coat was loosely open revealing her lingerie. The two older white ladies gave Mary and me disgusted looks and turned away and started whispering.

"Well, those nigger cocks sure were big, weren't they Tina!" Mary announced as the elevator ascended, I flushed red with embarrassment as the two older women stopped whispering on hearing Mary.

"Yes, well Lilley, I must say we're certainly get a much trashier sort of person in this block than before!" one of the older women snorted, the comment was obviously directed towards me and Mary.

Fortunately, the elevator arrived at my floor and I quickly bundled Mary out to ensure she didn't respond and got her into my apartment.

"God what a pair of bitches!" Mary chuckled, referring to the old white ladies in the elevator.

"Come on, Mary. How would you feel if a pair of cheap hookers, like us, lived next door to you!" I said, trying to defend the old white ladies.

"Gurl, one thing I learned during my divorce and living in my new place, you just can't allow anyone to disrespect you, even if you gotta take a beating!" Mary explained, adding, "You ain't really faced-up to your new life yet, you're still in the shadows but wait still people see your true colors then you gonna understand real prejudice and hate!" I was stunned by Mary's outburst but I knew she was talking from experience and also that she was right, only those people that supported and encouraged me to become a negro cock loving sissy knew what I really was. I knew I would certainly get a different reaction from my old white male friends and also the company's management if they knew what I was!

Once inside my apartment, I got Mary a drink of wine and also poured myself a large one. "Thanks, honey. You've been a big help tonight but you should be grateful aswell, I mean you got used by those wonderful Afro-cocks, which is what little-dicked white homo-trannies like you love!" Mary giggled.

"I guess you're right but I'm surprised Leroy let you go, I know if it were me, I would have ended-up over his lap for a butt cheek beating!" I replied but noticed how Mary had changed since her encounter with the black prostitutes and she somehow seemed more confident within herself.

"Don't get me wrong, honey! I'm still a black cock worshipper but perhaps, after tonight, I'm doing it on my own terms!" Mary explained, and I thought how jealous I was of her self-control as I knew how easily I was turned into a negro cock slut and had no control over my addiction to the African sex-tool and its juices. "You know, I don't think Keisha likes men, she kept touching my tits and said I should come over and see her, she's only a block away from my place," Mary said absent-mindedly.

"Oh wow, do you think she's gay?" I stammered.

"Of course, she's a lesbian honey! Maybe I should try the black pussy as well as the black cock, what do you think?" Mary said earnestly.

"Erm...what would your kids think about that, on top of the other things they're dealing with?" I nervously replied, hoping not to offend Mary.

"Maybe your right, the poor things have enough to deal with knowing I love black dick! I guess adding black pussy would be too much!" Mary responded.

Mary asked if she could stay the night and I said it was OK, but she added I would have to be Tina all night, I agreed as I was normally Tina when I was in my apartment alone anyway. We both got showers and Mary borrowed some of my NONO panties and just wore them showing off her big white breasts. I did myself up as Tina after my shower and got dressed in one of my NONO basques and some pink stockings but no panties.

Mary laughed when I entered the bedroom where she was resting on the bed, "Oh my, you white-boys have such little dicklets! But I like that yours is hairless, it looks so cute!" Mary chuckled before continuing in a more reserved tone, "You know I tried to get my husband to shave his genitals but he refused, I really wanted him to get 'blacked', I mean he was such a good husband, so kind and generous. I so wish he'd understood my desires once they were rekindled at the Beer Busts. You know I'd even planned his first transition surgery and thought how great our life would be as a pair of negro cock sluts!"

"Maybe it was too quick for him," I said but from what the other office girls had said about Mary's conversion, it was very rapid and profound and, undoubtedly, she would have demanded her husband's acceptance and participation in her new lifestyle.

"I guess so, and perhaps I was too eager and wanted everything to change almost immediately. I should have taken things a lot slower but it's too late now, he's still angry with me and is constantly telling the kids it was all my fault and that they should be ashamed of me! I know the kids have had it tough at school as my ex made sure everyone knew I was into black cock, and his new girlfriend has got them into wearing t-shirts and things with the Confederate flag on them, which of course they wear when they come to see me which causes lots of trouble with my black neighbors. I think it's just her and my ex's way of making them not want to see anymore, and it's working. I can't let them out of the apartment as they might get hurt and my ex is telling the judge that I live in a dangerous area and the kids aren't safe when they are with me!" Mary told and let out a few stifled sobs.

"Oh, I'm sure they'll understand when they get older, are they boys?" I asked.

"Yes, two lovely sweet young things without a mean bone in their bodies until that bitch arrived!" Mary explained, adding, "I just know my ex is going to get full custody, which means I'll hardly ever see them again until they're fully grown!"

I didn't know what to say but just gave Mary a hug.

"I really wanted them to meet you, well meet Tina, just to show them there are other things than hate when it comes to black and white boys," Mary said, I was very uncomfortable with that idea, fortunately Mary continued, "But that can't happen now!"

Mary and I sat quietly for a few minutes, after which I turned on the TV and started watching a Mex-soap, I'd become hooked on them after viewing them with Marci, "Oh wow, Tina, do you like these as well?" Mary chuckled and I nodded, "I love them aswell!" Mary confided to me, and for next hour myself and Mary watched the TV enthralled, I made sure Mary's wine glass was never empty and she seemed to brighten up.

When the TV had finished, Mary turned to me and asked, "Did that tiny cock of yours manage to spurt anything tonight, honey?" and added, "I had three orgasms!"

"Er...no," I stammered in response, although I'd been close to creaming myself, I hadn't managed to ejaculate.

"Well, in that case, how about you let me play a few games with you, I'm certain I can get your pathetic white dick to leak some juice," Mary giggled.

"Er...what do you mean?" I stammered, unsure what Mary meant by games.

"I've read quite a lot of literature about interracial sex and relationships but, as you know, I am involved with the AMPS charity, they help Black prison inmates and their families. However, one of my AMPS friends gave me a pamphlet entitled, 'White Women and Afro-american male sexuality", which basically said that for those white women and black men who desired interracial sex there were many benefits, including health, mental well-being and, of course, sexual satisfaction, but there was a section on married white women with white husbands, which concluded that those white women who divorced their white husbands for black partners often didn't have particularly good outcomes. The pamphlet recommended that white women in this position should remain married to their white husbands but, via various techniques, they should attempt to introduce the black male into the marital bed and relegate the white husband to the role of observer and helper during sex," Mary explained.

"Oh wow, did you try that with your husband?" I asked.

"No, it was already over before I read this pamphlet," Mary replied quite despondently, but added, "But I've always wanted to try these things on a white-boy, now you're already feminized, which is a big part of the methodology as it promotes passivity and suppresses any sexually aggressive behavior on the part of white males. But there are other things, like sexual humiliation, BSDM style techniques and enforced chastity, and the one I really like castration!"

"Castration!" I shrieked.

"Don't worry! I won't be doing on that on you, but I think your testicles could do with some punishment!" Mary laughed, and added, "What about it? I mean you are little bitch-boy, and that's what you are here for!"

I wasn't surprised that Mary thought that she could use me, I knew that I had a place in the big black cock sex-scene, and that place was at the bottom! At the top were the negro males, then the women, and then finally it was us, the white male sissy-faggots. The black men and the women could use me, or any other white bitch-boy, as they wished, our mouths could be used to suck cock and pussy but also swallow any black jizz and also any pussy juice! Our anuses were free-for-all holes, mainly to be used by the Afro-males but the women could have fun using strap-ons, dildoes and butt-plugs on them! And, of course, the black men and the women could subject us to all sorts of sexual humiliation and bondage! In fact, only our little white penises were never touched or abused, our testicles were sometimes tied up or ringed to prevent us from ejaculating and, I had heard, at other times they were beaten for amusement.

"I guess you're right," I replied, as I felt Mary was right, I was there to be used, what other purpose could I serve with my tiny white penis!

Mary quickly got into the role and soon had tied my hands behind my back, bent me over her lap and gave my ass cheeks a real smacking, I soon began to squeal and sob, begging her to stop! "You are such a little fairy!" Mary chuckled. Shortly afterwards Mary had tied some string around my scrotum in a very tight knot, which made me gasp in pain, after that Mary led me a few times round the room by the rope that was tied to my scrotum, sometimes she pulled the rope hard and I loudly screamed out in pain. All the while Mary was calling me various names such as 'little-dicked queer', 'white faggy bitch-boy', 'cock-sucking white-fairy', 'cum drenched sissy' and 'homo-hole'! After about thirty or forty minutes of this humiliation, Mary got me on my knees and made me kiss her naked feet. "I knew I'd love doing this to a white-boy!" Mary squealed in delight, adding, "I'm so fucking wet, this must be the first time you've ever really pleased a woman!" I didn't know how to respond as I knew I'd previously pleased Dr Jane, Marci and Jonelle, but only with my tongue.

Mary sat down and spread her legs, stroked her own pussy and announced, "Get your sissy-mouth down here and clean me up, bitch!" I quickly started lapping up Mary's juicy pussy, although she'd used condoms all the time, there was still a few dried drops of negro semen around her shaved vagina which I quickly licked-up. Once Mary's pussy had been cleaned of surplus black spunk I began to lick her cunt, and after a few minutes I also began probing her well-used anus with my tongue! "Oh fuck, you little slut, that's right keep going deep! Just imagine all those big African dicks that have used those holes tonight!" Mary gasped and pushed my head deeper into her crotch! "I've always wanted to treat a white-boy like this..." Mary moaned as I probed her cunt and asshole, "Hmm...I wish my ex was doing this! He doesn't know what he's missing out on! Oh yes, yes, yes..." Mary gasped as she shuddered and orgasmed in my mouth.

After recovering, Mary announced, "As a thank you for tonight, I'm going to stretch that ass of yours! Now where do you keep your plastic cocks!" I knew this wasn't a request but an order and so I led Mary to my bedroom and opened my dildo drawer. "Oh fuck! You got some big plastic black dicks in here," Mary chuckled as she picked up a thick eight incher. I was soon face down and butt up on my bed as Mary lubed-up my sissy sex-hole, "Now I'm gonna give this to you nice and slow? OK Tina?" Mary explained, I just nodded in excitement.

Mary eased the hard ebony dildo into my eager anus, causing me to cry out loudly. "You like that, don't you fairy-boy!" Mary gasped as she worked over my white-boy sex-hole, all I could do was nod. "Fucking take it, you mini-dicked white faggot-bitch!" Mary growled as she plunged the unforgiving black plastic cock into my quivering homo-rectum, as I moaned. Mary then began to stroke my cock as she ploughed my well used asshole with the fake big black cock and as I gasped in ecstasy she slapped my butt-cheeks hard and grunted, "Come on bitch, give up that nasty white sissy juice!" It wasn't long before I was pumping out a decent load of white-boy fairy jizz. "Not bad Tina, your useless semen is quite clumpy, almost like a little black teenager's cream," Mary chuckled. I collapsed onto the bed exhausted and Mary joined me, I was soon fast asleep.

I had a wild erotic dream involving Drake and Baba G fighting over me, they were dressed in just in cowboy hats, boots, and six-shooters, and I was dressed as a good time gurl from the old west. The dream ended with both Drake and Baba G using their negro sperm shooters to coat me in their sticky black sex-juice.

Mary woke me up in the morning and said she needed a lift back to her apartment, she borrowed a shirt and some trousers and a pair of my best NONO panties, saying, "You don't mind if I keep these panties, do you?" I realized I couldn't say no and just nodded.

As Tina, I drove Mary home, she informed me she was planning to spend that evening at the truck stop with Keisha and the other black prostitutes but without Leroy. "Do you wanna come along honey, I'm sure Keisha won't mind," Mary asked me.

"Er...sorry but no thanks, my whoring days are over. Besides I like Leroy and wouldn't disrespect him like that," I answered.

Mary gave me a surprised look, then shrugged her shoulders, saying, "OK gurl!" After dropping Mary off at her apartment, which didn't look in a great area, I returned to my home but thought about how I was going to have a very empty and lonely weekend.

When I returned to my apartment, I noticed I had an official looking letter in my mailbox, I took it back to my apartment and opened it, it was from AMIRAP! It said my application to join as a white male volunteer was being considered and that I should go to the OKC branch office for an initial orientation interview on Monday morning at 9:30, which was very short notice, and also attend as a 'male', plus I needed to bring a five hundred dollars 'joining fee'! I couldn't believe my AMIRAP journey was finally beginning, and although I was nervous, I felt I was ready. I spent the rest of the weekend preparing myself, I shaved and waxed everywhere, practised my feminine mannerisms and movements, and tried to think about what questions they might ask me.

On Monday morning I contacted work very early, to let them I'd be late in that day due to a 'family emergency', I seemed to be suffering from such emergencies quite a lot recently I thought to myself, and then went to the bank to get the five hundred dollars.

The AMIRAP branch office was on the city outskirts in a shared industrial and black residential borough, it took nearly an hour to drive there, and I discovered it was a small office above an empty shop on a quiet side street with no signs to indicate it was an AMIRAP office.

On entering I noticed the office was very sparsely furnished with nothing on the walls, there was a reception desk with a mature black woman sitting at a computer and against one wall a line of filing cabinets, there was a second room behind reception with "Branch Manager" emblazoned on the door but again nothing showing the AMIRAP name.

"Er, is this the AMIRAP office?" I nervously asked.

"Who's asking?" the black receptionist sternly asked.

"Er, I'm supposed to be having an orientation interview," I said quietly.

"Oh, yes, Johnny is it, well welcome, sorry we need to be careful in this neighbourhood, don't know who's hanging around," the black receptionist said in a friendlier tone, she told me to sit and wait on a bench in front of her desk whilst she went to tell the branch manager. I noticed the black receptionist had some photos on her desk but also a very raunchy calendar showing pictures of Afro-studs stripped to their shorts, it was called `AMPS Bad Boys` and this month's model had what looked like a very big package.

"Nice isn't he, my name's Natasha," the black receptionist chuckled as she returned, noticing me looking at the calendar, I went red with embarrassment, she retrieved a folder from one of the filing cabinets and turned to me saying "Please come into the office and meet our Branch manager," and showed me into the Branch manager's office. In the office there was a second mature black woman sitting at a slightly bigger desk with a computer but, again, there wasn't much in this office, some more filing cabinets, a small desk and chair with a TV on it, certificates on the wall but nothing to identify it as AMIRAP, Natasha indicated I should sit on another simple bench in front of the manager's desk, handed over the file to the Branch Manager and left.

"Hello, I'm Darcy Johnston, the Oklahoma AMIRAP Branch manager, "the mature black woman said and got up to shake my hand. "Now I see you've applied to be one of our white male volunteers and have been recommended by Dr Hansen, she's one of our leading advocates in this region. Now I'm sure you have an inkling of what you'll be volunteering to do but we have a twenty-minute introductory video for you to watch now, I'll leave you to watch it and then we'll have a chat, "Darcy Johnston, the Oklahoma AMIRAP Branch manager said, and showed me to the small desk and chair, where she turned on the TV and used a remote control to start playing a video and then left.

The TV screen flickered as the video started to play, `AMIRAP Orientation 101` was displayed and then a mini-documentary played describing the poor state of the Afro-American community in America and the problems it was facing, following this the video switched to a mature white woman in a white doctor's jacket, sitting on a desk in an office, she began talking:

`Hello, I'm Dr Julia Levy, one of the Directors of the Afro-american Male Integration and Relief Awareness Programme or AMIRAP, and I'd like to welcome you to our organisation, or family as I like to think of it, and explain how you as a new white male volunteer can help us achieve our goals,` Dr Levy then went onto explain how the AMIRAP organisation was setup to help improve Afro-male integration into society and why she believed it was a good thing to do, not just for the Afro-community but all of society, she then discussed why all sections of society but especially the white males needed to accept responsibility for past wrong-doings and get more involved in helping integrate with Afro-males. There followed a second mini-documentary on Afro-community family life and the problems it was facing and explaining the sexual promiscuous nature of the Afro-male and how his natural state was to have multiple sexual partners and how the attitudes of whites, mainly white men, had encouraged the demonizing of such behavior and the negative impact of applying those non-Afro social norms on the Afro-community, it was also very explicit in showing black cocks, big black cocks, I went red but my penis went hard. When this finished Dr Levy appeared again and spoke: