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"You're mine." I can barely make out his words from his ragged breathing, but I understand that I was just reclaimed by my true love and husband.
"I'll always be yours."
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This morning, I see things in a different light. That was the last time looking for hard, demeaning sex outside of my marriage. I let Taylor know I was cutting things off with Jim as I was texting him. Jim wasn't happy and sent me some rude messages back, I felt no guilt or remorse as I clicked the block button and deleted his contact in my phone.
Over these months I started to see a difference in myself. I started to see a difference in Taylor.
When I redefined what an Alpha was to me, my desires changed. I'll still need a hard deep fucking every once in a while, but I have no doubt that my husband will be able to satisfy any need I have.
As it turns out, the love of my life is all the man I'll ever need!
- COMMENTS
Struckwrong19 days agoSee,cuckolds are the true alphas.
People who won't let other men screw their wives are so weak.
Anonymousabout 2 months agoGood to see some exploration and questioning of the Alpha Beta trope.
Best however if it just fully showed it for what it is: pernicious debunked bad science turned social mythology. There are not alpha males and beta males or anything of the sort. Particularly not in some archetypal Alpha male is the macho dominant leader, closer reality is those oft labeled Alpha are brittle, emotionally immature, narcissistic, abusive assholes that sometimes are able to bully, gaslight and manipulate those around them to relatively unstable weak positions of power. Most importantly the whole Alpha beta thing is a false noon existent dichotomy and is harmful as at least partially down in this story, though Rach never fully freed herself from the underlying concept rather just reframing it partially.
Anonymous2 months agoI don't see it the way author does. Nothing to do with inner strength vs. Insecurity. When someone changes the terms of a relationship in a way that intentionally hurt you, it's not love/strength/security. It's just pain tolerance. And just because you CAN tolerate pain, should you?
Anonymous2 months agoAn author should not introduce a topic as painful and culturally impact full as Combat Related PTSD if he/she actually knows nothing about it. Virtually none of the behaviors depicted in this tripe are typical or credible of PTSD in a military warrior.
RubiconX5 months agoTerrific exploration of the way human prejudices and internalized memes shape our perceptions and subsequently our behavior. Our most important sex organ is between our ears. All humans have layers, defenses, contradictions - a raft of pluses and minuses. Sex is one of the most vulnerable and expressive of all of this, magnified by its dealing with more than one person, which then builds in the need for communication. The ebb and flow of this couple’s marriage illustrates all of this in a very human, very natural way. Well written and conceptualized.
