Authority Ch. 02

He felt small, still clinging to such stupid ways, just to finish his quest. Staying in his room for the remaining days would be enough.

When he arrived at the hospital, he forgot everything because he was already in Nurse Evelyn territory in Nurse Evelyn time zone. His mind was dedicated to find a way to get her attention somehow. Maybe, just maybe, if such a thing happened, he could think normally.

He finally learned who his alpha nurse was and she showed him that it wasn't that easy to be noticed by her; she was 'the one'. She wasn't just the next step in those stairs of authority.

He couldn't see her and walked in Ava's room.

There were two of her friends, visiting her at the moment. They were nice looking ladies in their fifties.

They all stopped talking when he entered the room. One of those seemed like she found him attractive. The other one was looking at Ava and then at him, as if she was asking her 'is that him?', joyfully.

"Oh, it's you." Ava said, showing her disappointment.

"Who else would it be?"

She thought of saying 'Bruno would be nice' but she didn't. She looked at the women and said "Too vulnerable and touchy, as I told you."

He looked at the women. The one who fancied him was clearly ogling him, probably thinking stuff. Not naughty, more like romantic stuff.

He couldn't help but gave her a once-over. She wasn't like Ava, she was a plump woman. But her dangling foot and her high-heels kept him looking. She had a very beautiful ankle and the way she acted, making him feel like she wanted him, intrigued him, in a different way.

This was new.

This time, there was no humiliating behaviors, no authoritarian words or stance. There weren't any sex related suggestions. Was that it? Was he becoming that person? So, if any woman wanted him, was he going to feel like he had to give her what she wanted? Even romantically?

He turned his head to look elsewhere and saw Ava looking at him devilishly. When he looked down, he saw why. His pillow was turned into a punch bag and she was slowly squeezing it under her feet, looking in his eyes.

For a second, without caring about the two women, he wanted to hug her feet and give her the proof she wanted, in the most humiliating way. He wanted to give her that satisfaction in front of those women and also to kiss those incredible feet. When he looked back in her eyes, he was almost certain that she knew how he felt. She already seemed to be satisfied, as if he actually did what he thought.

Since there was no place to sit, he stood leaning against the wall and listened to their conversation. They were gossiping about many people in a ruthless way.

Then, as he expected, they started to talk about Mia. And her pathetic boyfriend. Without sparing any humiliating thoughts.

He noticed that the women weren't looking at him as Ava kept insulted him. Apparently that previous 'is that him?' was based on another information.

Maybe she said he was a distant relative of hers or a friend's nephew. But he could understand that these women had no idea that Laurie was Mia's boyfriend.

"He's a wimp. Now she's in Prague, for three or four weeks, in a series of..." she used her fingers as quotation marks "'meetings'. With some hot guys and especially a Latino predator 'Bruno'. He's been chasing her for months. As any healthy man would. You all know my Mia."

Laurie was silent.

"But the boyfriend didn't go with her, because he sells bagels in a corner. His 'business' is important, you know." She coughed 'cuckold!' and they all laughed.

The woman was still staring at Laurie and he could sense that her fantasies were getting naughtier every minute.

The other woman responded "It's not possible for Mia to be left alone for a second. All guys have to be after her at the moment" she paused "Of course, if one of them hadn't caught her yet!" and they laughed all together; the woman in love only joined them, she wasn't that into the conversation at the moment.

This went on half an hour. All the possibilities resulting in Mia's affair was on the table.

Surprisingly, he was staying and listening. He wasn't leaving because he was curious to see their reactions. Maybe this was also disturbingly intriguing. As if these three women were torturing him, owning him there.

He hated that Mia was part of their topic but Ava was leading the conversation and being assaulted by her was crippling him, in an intriguing way.

The worst and the best part was that, they were all freely expressing their thoughts about the loser, that cuckold boyfriend of hers. And while he was listening to them, he felt a bit more comfortable than he ought to be, because they didn't know who he was.

Then Ava turned to him and said "Laurie, what do you think about this? I mean, do you think she was faithful there? And, do you think she should stay faithful?"

He didn't want to answer. He smirked painfully.

"When there are such hot real men around her? Doesn't she deserve to sample a hunk, after months of testosterone deficiency in her life?"

This was hard to bear.

"When all those studs are looking for a mare to breed, wouldn't it be natural for her to find herself a match?"

That was it. He couldn't keep himself anymore.

"That's not nice. What you're saying is an insult to Mia, more than..."

"I told you, he's a bit touchy. Did I introduce you? He's Laurie."

"Hi Laurie" said the ogling woman.

The other one said "Why are you so uptight about this?"

She turned to Ava "I don't understand men. We're talking about some other woman's hypothetical infidelity and he's the one getting hyped up."

She looked at Laurie again "Are you jealous of Ava? Picturing her instead of Mia? As if it was her we're talking about?"

He looked at Ava in surprise. What did she tell them?

"I mean, we know Ava, she's a wild oat but you know that already. She doesn't like to be meddled with, let alone restrictive attitudes."

He was looking at her; Ava was smiling, enjoying his stupid, desperate confusion.

"You should have thought that before falling in her web" she giggled, probably proud that her friend proved that they were still irresistible at that age. This young hottie was a nice catch, according to her.

"WHAT?"

"Oh, Selma. You got it all wrong. I just told you that the head nurse thought he was my boy-toy. I didn't say he was."

"But you didn't say he wasn't either!" Selma was embarrassed.

"I'd consider making him my boy-toy if you won't." the other one was flirting out in the open, finally.

His swinging moods weren't helping either.

His conditioning was making him feel like these women were playing with him and as if it was only a matter of time to find himself between their legs, entertaining them while they kept on talking to each other. Such thoughts were too arousing to him.

On top of those, he was very disturbed by the conversation about Mia and the bull profile Ava saw fit for her.

In between, looking at Ava's feet, he was desiring to risk everything for some time with those.

And that woman. Was she joking or did she really want to make him her boy-toy? What was a boy-toy?

"Sorry dear. I thought about that too. But he's Mia's boyfriend. At least for now."

They were all looking at him, Selma hiding her smile with her hand, while the other one was blushing.

The seductive one was embarrassed, remembering their comments on 'Mia's boyfriend'.

Selma's eyes, on the other hand, were laughing. She couldn't believe how pathetic this man could be. They portrayed his girlfriend as a Latino bull's mare for almost half an hour and he stood there to listen to them, without any reactions.

Laurie's mind was melting, unable to concentrate on a single topic to think about. There were too many.

But Ava's last words were the most curious ones. 'I thought about that too'?

Did she really think about making Laurie her boy-toy? Again, what was that boy-toy? He didn't even know the exact meaning of this. But it sounded alluring; he was wondering what it would be like to be her toy. Maybe he was her toy for a period, without knowing. She was playing with him as she liked.

He couldn't stand anymore and walked out of the room, closed the door behind him and stood there. He was still hearing loud, hysterical laughter and loud jokes behind him. 'Oh Ava, you won't stop, you don't learn!', 'Please send him to me after Mia dumps him. I need such a pretty and obedient one these days, to keep in my closet.', 'Apple doesn't fall far from the tree', 'How could he not say anything?' and so on.

Those words didn't disturb him; he was numb in the head. That was what he was, after all. Some sort of a plaything for 'all' women, except Mia. He had to choose a path before getting destructed by those cruel females. They were all the same. Of course, except Mia.

He saw Nurse Evelyn enter a room. He walked that way, waited outside for her to go out. He wanted her to see him, hoping that she would be in a different mood.

Five minutes later, Ava's friends left the room. It was 7:00 PM, end of visiting hours.

Selma's smirk was disturbing, when she was passing by.

The other one came near him, held his hand, kissed him on his cheek and slipped something in his hand, saying "I'll take good care of you, I'm not cruel like Ava" before walking away.

It was her business card. Her name was Susan and she was a CFO in a multinational tech company. 'Did she just offer me to be her sugar baby?' he froze. This was demeaning and very hot. His dick apparently wanted Susan to take care of Laurie, to keep him in her closet. He wondered how his lips would feel on her expensive nylons, covering her ankle.

He stood there like that. Could it be true? Were all women like this? But they were Ava's friends. It was natural that they were alike. Just like nurses. Nurses were alike too. If he met with any friends of that companion woman, they could be like her, this was possible.

He knew many women and none of them were like this. So, was he surrounded by such women in this place, as a result of a giant coincidence? This wasn't that realistic too but the other option was impossible. All women weren't like that. Mia wasn't.

The door was opened and Evelyn walked out. She was startled to see him there. But she kept walking. He followed her. He was determined but he had no idea what he wanted and how to accomplish that.

"Nurse Evelyn" he said timidly.

She just looked, without answering. She didn't like him, it was for sure. She didn't want anything from him as well.

"I need to apologize."

"Apologize? Ok, apologize then."

"I mean, I want to show you how sorry I am, for my previous behaviors."

"Apology accepted" and she walked. It was impossible for him to turn this thing around, talking like that. He decided to be clearer.

"Please, Nurse Evelyn. You're..."

'What? You are, what?' He didn't know what to say.

"What are you babbling?"

"I mean, you are intimidating and I feel a need to show my respect to you."

She knew what he was trying to do.

"What are you saying? Are you begging me to let you suck my pussy?"

He froze again.

"I asked you a question."

"Yes. No. I want to do what you want me to do."

"Like you did for others?"

"You are incomparable to other nurses. Since the beginning, they were all your reflections for me. But I was afraid of you."

"And now you aren't afraid of me, interesting."

"No, of course I am. But we passed a threshold. I k-kissed your shoes, I was at your feet. I want to remain there, I want..."

"Shut up bitch!" she hissed "Get lost."

She had no interest in playing with him. She walked away.

This was also new.

Maybe this was the first time he was rejected by a woman. Since he was that timid, scared boy all his life, he never chased a woman, almost never asked someone out, even if he had a huge crush. The ones he managed to ask out were clearly into him, showing him that they were expecting.

And, boy, what a rejection. He felt small. He felt worthless and disgusting, seeing the way she looked at him when saying those words.

This ruined his composure completely. After this moment, she became an obsession to him. For the first time, he had an urge to pursue something like this.

He became immune to Ava or about his worries involving Mia's possible infidelity.

Ava never stopped teasing him but she also didn't change the dosage. She wasn't trying to achieve something, she was just keeping him unhappy, worried and jealous about Mia and confused about herself.

He called Mia a couple of times but in both occasions, she cut it short and interrupted his words when hanging up. "I got to go, I'll call you later" was her words. She didn't call.

He felt bad but his obsession made him ignore this.

The next three days, while enduring Ava's games by day, he followed Evelyn like he was her dog at nights. At first she got annoyed and insulted him to go away in creative ways.

She wasn't holding back her attitudes. A few others noticed that.

At one point, she noticed how those witnessing patients' attitudes changed. Observing how they became more respectful and timid around her, she liked having him around.

This was like a power display to everyone else there. Him, being that good looking and sophisticated, this was drawing attention. He was like an expensive accessory to show off.

And she was aware that Alice was one of those people who had an eye on them.

Alice was watching this and this was confusing her very much. She was already struggling with her own contradictions since that day. That conversation with Evelyn unleashed something for her.

When she first saw that girl and Evelyn, it was a hot sight. Evelyn looked hot, the action looked hotter.

Seeing Evelyn selfishly and cruelly make the girl continue doing her humiliating service made Alice proud and a bit confused.

Proud, because this was one beautiful girl on her knees, who fell victim to one of 'them'. She too was a sophisticated person, just like Laurie. Probably a university student.

Curious, because she wondered if she could be that cruel to this girl, if she were in Evelyn's shoes.

When she saw the girl leave the room in tears, she understood that this was beyond a temporary desire or fantasy. What happened in that room would probably scar this cutie for life.

She wasn't just embarrassed to be caught or to be used like that. It was obvious that she didn't want to leave that room.

And when Evelyn left the room as if nothing happened, she realized the magnitude of the difference between them.

She just knew Evelyn was intimidating than she thought and that girl was too confused, too embarrassed. She didn't dwell on the girl's yearning stares at Evelyn every time she walked down the corridor in the remaining days.

There weren't any deeper thoughts.

But lately, all she could think was those stares. The girl was selfishly used just for one time of Evelyn's satisfaction, like replacing that night's masturbation for her.

And Alice could finally realize that the cutie had been hopelessly looking at Evelyn, still in shame, still knowing how demeaning that was. She obviously wanted to be used again like that, begging with her eyes.

She finally understood the smirk on Evelyn's face at those times. She liked to see the girl yearning to put her sweet lips on Evelyn's pussy one more time and Evelyn was having her vicious fun, just by denying her that.

The more she thought about those, she got more curious, since that conversation.

And, seeing that loser acting similar to that girl, without getting what he desired that much, without being given a chance to humiliate himself for Evelyn's pleasure...

She had to learn more.

When Evelyn was called to another floor to replace another nurse, she waited for Laurie to get out of that room.

When he did, she stopped him.

"Get in the room" showing the nurses room.

"I, I have to..."

He didn't want to go there. He didn't have any idea of her intentions and he was afraid that she had a grudge. Because he chose Evelyn that day.

But her boring eyes were even more frightening.

He slowly walked in the room, followed by Alice.

She was looking in his eyes, waiting. For? Did he have to kneel? Was that it? Did she get horny and was he there to pleasure her?

He didn't want that. What if Evelyn caught them?

Alice didn't talk. She slapped him and waited. She wasn't angry.

He was puzzled. He slowly sank on his knees.

"Please Nurse Alice, I mustn't. We mustn't. If Nurse Evelyn finds out..."

This time she slapped hard. Like punching him, making him freeze. He was being conditioned for that too. That companion woman tamed him this way. He was learning to obey when a woman slapped him. He slowly crawled to her, to give her what she demanded.

"What are you doing? I won't let you suck my pussy, bitch!"

He stopped.

"Spill it out. Tell me everything. About your pathetic situation, how you perceive things. And Evelyn."

For a period, he didn't talk, and then he mumbled stupid, evasive things.

Alice was learning too. She knew he was vulnerable to physical aggression.

After a few slaps later, he started to chime like a nightingale. He told her some of what he went through in that hospital. Starting with Nurse Matilda. How all the women kept him on the edge, including Ava.

Alice could understand that the Hazel experience was pure misunderstanding, a chaotic outcome.

And she could understand how he didn't struggle when Alice busted them, to be her property.

She wasn't surprised when Evelyn outshined her as well.

But she wanted to know if there was anything different about Evelyn. From Hazel and Alice. Something other than being a nurse, other than displaying a higher level of authority.

"I won't be mad. Tell me everything about Evelyn. How you see her, how she's different."

He didn't trust her, she was going to be mad and hurt him.

He started talking after testing her patience and getting another powerful slap on his face.

"In fact, she was the one first confused me. That day when I was looking for a charger, she..."

He was telling in detail and Alice had no problem listening to him. She wasn't just listening to him. She was trying to put herself in his place, reliving those moments, trying to understand if she really wanted that.

She also loved to hear the part about herself. When she made him collect the papers he toppled.

The part when he crawled to Evelyn instead of Alice hurt her confidence a bit but hearing his words was arousing him.

"I knew I had to show my devotion to you. I know that was what you both expected from me. And, having your beautiful foot in front of my face, it was incredibly hard for me to resist kissing it. But there was something I couldn't explain. It felt like my destiny at that moment. Like, everything else was a step towards the real thing. Being at her feet would be my relief from this quest."

He looked at her, trying to understand if there was another slap being built up.

It was inexplicable how that guy became like this in a short time. Especially the last days, he was doing anything he could just to convince Evelyn.

"Go on."

"She's different. You may be even more beautiful than her but there's something you can't resist. You want to destroy yourself for her pleasure. At least, nowadays, that's how I feel."

"How do you feel when you beg her without convincing her to let you 'destroy yourself for her'?"

Alice saw how he squirmed with that question. Could he be feeling that aroused by that? Could just being denied by her lead him to such a mood?

She couldn't help but she shivered too.

This was hardly a joke or teasing game after this conversation. It was dead serious.

She lost all her hesitation. Alice knew. It was just a matter of time for her to find herself pleasuring Evelyn.