Back Around Again

I was just standing there in shock, looking at the most improbable scene before me. I didn't know whether to surprised, pissed, or what. It was another few seconds before Vanessa caught me with her eye.

Vanessa: Oh shit!

She scurried off of Candy and readjusted her bra, apparently from Cindy's attention. Cindy shot me a look and quickly got up.

Cindy: Trevor! I...

Vanessa: Babe, I...

I looked them, confused as to what made all this happen. Then Cindy looked down at my crotch.

Cindy: I think someone liked the show...

It wasn't till then that I noticed that my cock was definitely hard in my pants. This caused Vanessa to look down there and she then had a smile come across her lips.

Vanessa: It certainly seems that way...

Me: What...uh...what?

Cindy indicated that I should sit in-between them. I hesitated for a moment, but only a moment as I went to my couch.

Me: So, what is this?

Vanessa: Trevor, I swear, we just got caught up in the moment. We're so nervous about what you're going to say. Right, Cindy?

Cindy: I was nervous, for sure.

Me: I really can't escape this, can I?

Both of them looked at me confused.

Me: I'm never going to have someone that just wants me. Someone will always just want something more over the horizon, won't I?

Vanessa: Baby, that's not true!

Cindy: NO!

Both bellowed this simultaneously, but I put my hand up, indicating I wasn't done.

Me: I was gone ten minutes and neither of you thought at all about me. You decided that making it with each other was more important. I don't want to be a consolation prize or a side piece.

I dipped my hand and put my hands over my face, realizing that my decision no longer mattered. I felt two hands rubbing my back.

Cindy: Trevor, we want to be with you. Just you. You have to know that.

Me: How the hell am I supposed to believe that?! You two hate each other and were more than willing to start screwing around! How can I really trust any of you?!

Cindy: Cause we'll only be yours!

Cindy's Diary Entry-April 4, 2014-cont

I was as shocked as anyone when it came out of my mouth, but it did.

Trevor had his jaw to the floor and Vanessa wasn't close behind.

I decided I needed to follow up, if there was any hope for any of us.

Me: Ok, yes, Vanessa and I fooled around a bit. That doesn't mean we don't love you and want to be with only you. It just means you may have hit the lottery...

Vanessa: Lottery?

Me: Look...(I took a deep breath, hoping this would work.) I can speak only for me but having two girls at your fingertips isn't the worst thing in the world. What do you think, Vanessa?

Vanessa's Log Entry-April 4, 2014-cont

Fuck...

I was on the hook now.

Cindy had basically offered Trevor a threesome relationship and said she was fully willing to get on board. If I turned it down, I could lose Trevor. If I said yes, I let Cindy fully into our lives.

One thought was permeating all others at that point.

That kiss was fucking hot!

I'll admit, the juices coming from my pussy could've put out a fire during the kiss. But this was something more. This would be ongoing. This would be the three of us living together, building a life together.

But I also knew that we'd betrayed Trevor. For me, it was the second time in his mind. He'd never trust me again if I pulled out of this. I'd lose him forever as the girl who was more than willing to French another girl while my boyfriend decided if he could actually trust me.

I admit I was mostly in my own head at this point and noticed both Cindy and Trevor looking at me intently for an answer. I decided after a few seconds there was only one way to go forward.

Me: Is that what you want, Trevor? Do you want us both?

I immediately realized my error as soon as he started speaking.

Trevor: Really? You two start making out on my couch and suddenly all this is on me?!

Cindy glared at me with an obvious WTF face, which admittedly, I deserved. I needed to pivot, quickly.

Me: I mean is that something you would even want? Do you want to live and love two women at the same time?

Cindy softened a bit in her glare toward me as Trevor now looked flummoxed. He looked like a mix between a kid who was told the truth about Santa Claus and a kid who just got told he was getting to go to the North Pole. I needed to calm him, entice him, and ease him all at once.

Me: Babe...(I moved over to him and took his hand in mine. He seemed skittish about it at first, but allowed me to do it.) I know you've been through so much and we're the cause of most of that. (I indicated toward Cindy who nodded in agreement, looking worried and confident all at once.) But we love you and we don't want to hurt you.

Trevor: You have a funny way of showing it...

Cindy: Look, Trevor, the way I see it you have three options. You can choose only one of us, you can kick us both to the curb, or you can have two insanely, hot women all to yourself who have things to make up for.

Trevor's Journal Entry-April 4, 2014-cont

Now that comment from Cindy was a thinker.

If I pick one over the other, I knew there would be resentment from one or the other eventually. If I agree to this, I'd be dealing with two girlfriends who just an hour ago were ready to kill each other and they could both wind up walking out on me. Of course, if I threw them both out, that was the deal anyway. I took a deep breath, before directing Vanessa back to the couch.

Me: If...if I go along with this, were gonna need to have somethings straight.

Both women sat up straighter then Marines as I continued.

Me: One, this is it. The three of us. I'm not agreeing to an open relationship, I'm not going through all this again just because one of you wants strange.

Cindy: Absolutely!

I admit I was a little surprised when she agreed that quickly, given what had caused our relationship to implode in the first place.

Vanessa: Yes, baby, of course.

She nodded her head vigorously.

Me: Two, I'm not naïve enough to believe that there won't be fights. I know you both well enough to know that. But no infighting over me. No jealousy. If that's gonna be an issue, I'm not gonna give this another thought.

I noticed they both looked at each other, almost sizing each other up before Vanessa answered.

Vanessa: Look, I know we haven't been very nice to each other for obvious reasons. It wasn't that I thought you were a bad person, I just didn't want to lose Trevor. How do you feel about putting all that in the past?

Cindy took a deep breath before she answered.

Cindy: Yeah, I admit I wanted to do anything to get Trevor back. It wasn't you, it's just that he was with you. Once we don't have claws in each other, you're actually pretty nice. Not to mention smokin' hot!

Vanessa: Right back at you. (She winked at Cindy as she said that). Nice to know our man has always had good taste.

Cindy: You can say that again...

I looked at the two women who had brought all this out and was stunned by the night and day change in them. These two who'd almost fought it out at the bar, were flirting with each other, and pretty effectively too.

Vanessa: Satisfied, Trevor?

She didn't say it in a sarcastic or patronizing tone, probably knowing what that would lead to. She had a very worried look in her eyes, hoping that I believed them, which I actually did.

Mostly...

Me: Third and final, I don't want either of you to ever ask what my decision was going to be before I found your make-out session. That's the deal.

Vanessa nodded along with Cindy, clearly getting the seriousness in my voice that I meant what I said.

Cindy: Can I ask a question? (I nodded that she could.) Are we all gonna share a bed, or a rotation thing or something?

It was a very weird but valid question, given these circumstances. I looked to Vanessa, seeing what she thought.

Vanessa: I mean, I don't have a problem with two hot people in the bed with me. Cindy?

Cindy: Fuck, I'm all for it! Trevor?

I blew out a breath at how weird my life had gotten in the span of a couple minutes.

Me: Oh, boy...

I started rubbing my head, thinking how weird this all was, wondering if this was truly going to work.

Cindy: So, is that it? Are we all...?

Vanessa's Log Entry-April 4, 2014-cont

I admit, the stark reality of what we'd all said and done and planned was now starting to set in.

This was it.

This was real.

I could tell he looked nervous and slightly unsure. Before he'd had the fortitude of anger behind him. Now it was just the three of us.

Me: Are you ready for our lives to change, baby?

I tried to sound as sultry as I could while rubbing his thigh, an action that I saw Cindy copy.

Trevor: I...uh, I guess there's only one way to find out...

I could tell he was nervous, so I leaned in and gave him soft kisses on his lips. Nothing too bold yet, just enough to ease his mind a bit. I also noticed that during the kiss, his hand found my leg as well.

After about a minute or so, I knew that I had to share. This wasn't just a test for Trevor, it was test for all of us to see if we could interact and share. I broke the kiss with Trevor and turned his chin with my finger toward Cindy, knowing that this had to happen now. Trevor tried to turn back toward me, sort of looking for permission to actually do this. I kept his head toward Cindy and leaned in.

Me: Remember, you're in charge, baby. We serve you. Both of us.

I took a dry swallow before saying what I was gonna say.

Me: Kiss her...

Cindy's Diary Entry-April 4, 2014-cont

I couldn't believe that she'd actually said it. It was one thing to talk about, but now she'd actually said the words, encouraging Trevor to kiss me. My heart was beating heavily and my kitty was more than a little wet.

I started leaning in, my lips begging to once again touch the lips of the man I let get away stupidly. I resolved myself right then as Trevor leaned in. No more selfishness. No more pettiness.

He wasn't mine; he was ours and I was determined to show him he'd never be anyone else's.

I kissed him softly just as Vanessa did, my lips immediately remembering the electricity that I hadn't felt in so long. I took my hand and caressed his face as we kissed for a minute or two. Softly. Slowly.

I broke the kiss after a minute, taking his hand and Vanessa's hand.

Me: I want to be clear with you both. Trevor, you're the last man I'm ever wanna be with and Vanessa, you're the last girl. I wanna show you I'm committed to this and to you both. Vanessa? Come here, baby.

Vanessa leaned in and over Trevor as we kissed. Softly at first, but Vanessa soon snuck her tongue in my mouth and starting swirling it around slowly and seductively. Just based on that, I had no doubt that her tongue would do amazing things to my kitty.

During the kiss with Vanessa, I got my hand on the back of Trevor's head, and pushed forward, trying to entice him into the first of what I hope will be many three-way kisses.

Vanessa's Log Entry-April 4, 2014

I had no clue what to do. My mouth almost felt like an invader as it went between Trevor's and Cindy's. I had to admit it though, I was as slick as snail covered in KY. Soon, our tongues were just a meld of all of us, just getting lost in the passion of the moment.

Soon, I felt a pair of hands go under my shirt and start fondling my tits through my bra. My eyes flew open when I realized it was Cindy doing it and not Trevor. I smirked at her a bit and whispered into her ear.

Me: Wanna put on a show?

Cindy retreated back, nodding vigorously. I smiled as we got off the couch, using our hands to show that Trevor should remain seated.

Cindy: Just watch...

Trevor's Journal Entry-April 4, 2014-cont

I just sat there and watched as the two women made out with each other. Long, soft, sensuous kisses were being exchanged between the two women, both occasionally shooting a glance at me. I just sat there and watched the girl-girl play live in my living room.

I saw after a minute that the two were starting to use their hands more, fondling each other and teasing their various bodies. Vanessa seemed to be teasing Cindy's nipples through her shirt and bra, while Cindy was grabbing handfuls of Vanessa's ass, kneading the firm flesh through her pants.

As any normal heterosexual man would encounter, blood started pooling in my body at a particular area. I was trying my best to ignore it for now and just enjoy the show, but it was literally getting harder by the minute. Still, I wasn't complaining.

As the two got deeper and deeper into their make out session I noticed Cindy was moving her hands underneath Vanessa's shirt. Feeling her belly a bit and inching closer and closer to her mountain range. Vanessa seemed to be taking the hint and started slowly unbuttoning Cindy's shirt.

I could see hints of Cindy's bra in the space the open shirt was making. Her encased globes looked at good and firm as I'd remembered them. While maybe not the size of Vanessa's, they looked as perky as I'd remembered from college. Cindy soon had Vanessa's shirt off of her, and her lacy bra left little to the imagination.

Cindy seemed to take notice of this quite immediately.

'Wow' was the only word she could utter as she gazed at my girlfriend's orbs. I had to admit, they always captivated me too.

Cindy: Thank God we're not fighting anymore, cause those are a showstopper.

I saw Vanessa smile at the complement and open Cindy's shirt a bit, showing more of her bra clad tits.

Vanessa: You're certainly no slouch yourself...

I could hardly believe it. These two had been ready to kill each other, now they looked like they were ready to rip each other's clothes off so they could recreate "The L Word".

Cindy's shirt was soon on the ground as well as I saw pants just drop and soon the women were in nothing but their underwear. This time, Cindy took the initiative and spun Vanessa around to get a taste of her large, firm ass. Cindy grabbed hold of both cheeks as Vanessa bent her over a bit. The look on Vanessa's face astounded me.

Vanessa's Log Entry-April 4, 2014

Cindy was using her tongue and licking at my cooch through my panties, her nose firmly against my butthole. I had to admit, I was impressed with the amount of gusto she was putting behind this. Even with thin fabric separating my cunt from her tongue, I could feel her.

Having never been with a woman before, I was surprised how turned on I was. Part of me just wanted her to rip off my panties and start going to town, like Trevor had done countless times.

I looked over at Trevor, still sitting on the couch, wide-eyed and amazed by the sight in front of him. I could see the lump in his shorts, knowing the sight was turning him on. But then again, who wouldn't be?!

I finally decided I'd had enough teasing. In one swift motion, I took hold of my panties and shoved them down to my ankles.

Cindy's Diary Entry-April 4, 2014-cont

I was shocked!

I knew from before she'd never been with a girl before, but now her snatch was fully open and available to me. I had to admit, it looked damn good! I knew my own pussy was fuckin hot, but this woman's bald taco was amazing. I could tell even from the outside it was tight as fuck and soaking wet. I had to get that shit!

I'm not sure if it was that I wanted to make her cum to show her I could, if I wanted to give Trevor a show, or if I was just fucking horny! But regardless, I dove right back in and went to work. Just like riding a bike, I put all my moves on her that always had girls squirming and squirting back in college. My nose was right against her starfish and I cursed in my head that even that smelled good.

I decided to be bold. Having an ass like Vanessa's, I figured the probability was high that she'd done anal in the past, so after giving her taco a through tongue bath, I shoved two fingers in there and started licking her ass.

Vanessa's Log Entry-April 4, 2014 cont.

I had to admit this woman had a talented tongue as she switched to my ass. I'd had it eaten out plenty of times by Trevor, the only one of my boyfriend's who'd do it, but she was fucking incredible. I think I only lasted a minute before I was creaming her fingers in cum as I bucked hard against her face.

I stayed there, panting for about a minute thinking about what had just happened and how much I liked it. It was confusing and erotic all at the same time. I turned around and saw Cindy, covered in my juices. Just like I'd done countless times with Trevor, I started licking up my essence from her face.

While I was doing that and without even thinking, my hand shot down to her crotch. While at first, I was surprised to find no cock there (my brain not fully functioning yet), I started rubbing her slit the way I would always do or the way Trevor does. Yeah, I may have fucked Ross back in the day, but his skills were nothing compared to my Trevor.

I could hear Cindy pant and moan as I played with her, her slit already pretty wet through her panties. Her bra was soon on the ground. While I had her beat in the boob department as far as size, I had to admit they were damn perky. Even inviting.

Taking her lead, I yanked her panties down and saw her hairless cunt. It didn't take a genius to see that she was drenched down there already. Not being sure if I was fully ready to go down on her yet, I used two fingers and started playing with her lips.

Cindy was moaning loud, clawing a bit at my back as she was getting into it. I broke the kiss and decided to take one of her tits into my mouth. Fuck! Even her boobs tasted good and her nipples were super sensitive. No wonder Trevor fell for her the first time.

I looked over at him and saw him fiddling with my favorite cock through his clothes. God, how I just wanted him to take it out and get it hard for me!

Trevor's Journal Entry-April 4, 2014-cont

This was hands down the craziest, weirdest, hottest thing I'd ever seen. My girlfriend was fingering my ex and sucking on her tit!

I had to admit, I had been curious if Cindy's boobs had held up their perkiness that I'd remembered all those years ago. It was clear they had. While Vanessa was more blessed up there, Cindy was no slouch either.

I couldn't help it. I started stroking myself a bit. How the hell could I resist?! These two goddesses were putting on a display that Roman Emperors would've blushed at. Cindy had taken Vanessa's bra off by then, wanting a feel of those globes for herself. Have to say, I couldn't really blame her there.

That's when I noticed Vanessa start to kiss her way down.

Now I knew that Vanessa had never done anything with another woman, outside of random kissing in college while drunk. So, this was amazing to see as she soon became eye-level with Cindy's cunt, Cindy spreading her legs to accommodate Vanessa.

She was tentative at first, mostly casual licks and some probing, until Vanessa got a taste of Cindy. Once she did, she dove in headfirst!

She was insatiable!!! All the skills she'd always show in going down on me, seemed to translate easily to Cindy as Cindy was moaning thoroughly and loud!

Then Cindy's eyes found mine...

Cindy's Diary Entry-April 4, 2014-cont

I was stunned!

Vanessa was obviously a complete novice at sex with women, but she was eating my taco like a seasoned pro. It'd been a while since I'd been with a woman and didn't realize how much I'd missed it.

Then I remembered the thing I missed more...

I looked over at Trevor and saw him playing with his cock through his clothes. Sure, I'd had bigger and thicker, but the guys attached to them couldn't fuck worth a damn. I never came harder or more frequently then with Trevor. Though Vanessa was shaping up to be competition.