Carnal Desire Pt. 02

The sound of my cell pinging startled me. I have been knee deep in proposals and quotes this whole week I had barely had a chance to look up from my laptop and I could feel my neck muscles screaming at me by this point.

I turned my cell over to discover another text from Adam. It had been two weeks since our rendezvous but deep down I just didn't think it could work. I mean, the man is so far out of my league. How am I supposed to keep up with his good looks and perfect life. And that's not even to mention my baggage.

I mean, He would surely run for the hills if he were to find out I have a teenage son. Just like they all do.

Just the thought of having that conversation gave me anxiety. One of the main reasons I avoided dating in the first place. I just hadn't found anyone even worth that conversation to be honest.

I opened the text.

"Why are you ignoring me Michelle? YOU BETTER ANSWER ME OR THERE WILL BE CONEQUENSES!"

Fuck, those words alone sent shivers down my spine in anticipation.

Why can't I just have a fuck buddy, I mean, what's the harm right? NO! I am too old for that. Way past all the drama and emotions that come with it.

I had hoped by now he had gotten the message. Clearly not. And truly I hate playing games, so let me man up and just tell him straight.

"Hi Adam,. Listen, thank you so much for the wonderful time we had shared. But I really just don't see this going anywhere. Truly, it's for the best. Michelle."

There, that should do it.

It took me 5 minutes to press send. A deep pit fell in my stomach. My whole body was screaming at me not too. But I had my fun and its time to get back to my real life. No ways I could live in this fantasy world. I was way too boring and busy to be fair.

An hour had passed and still no reply. I checked my cell one last time just to be sure.

I pouted. "Mission succeeded." I muttered to myself.

I made my way to the office kitchen to make a cup of tea to clear my head and have a break before my last meeting for the day. Stopping by my assistant Becky's desk.

"Becks, gonna make some tea, would you like a cup?"

Becky's face fell. "No, thank you. I cant seem to find the file on the Mac Miller place. The meeting is in an hour miss Vale and I'm tearing my hair out here." Her eyes were pleading with me.

I couldn't help but chuckle. "Don't stress Becks, there is copy in archives, isle two, I think."

I noticed quickly that the poor girl was overwhelmed.

"Tell you what. I'll go grab it on my way to the kitchen. You finish up that last draft I sent you and bring it right over." I smiled to her.

Relief flooded her face. "Thank you so much. I'm so sorry, I feel so out of place today."

"don't worry about it Becks." I winked at her and made my way down the corridor into the archives room.

There you are. I came down from my tippy toes after grabbing the file.

The door snapping closed behind me made me jump.

I turned and immediately my heart stopped.

"Adam! What the fuck." I breathed out.

"NO?" His eyes were rabid.

"No. you say?" He stalked slowly toward me.

My heart was about to climb out of my chest.

"I'm afraid I do not understand the concept of no Michelle!" He looked angry, hungry.

Holy shit.

"Look, Adam, you don't understand. There are things. Things you don't know. I mean. Its. Its, Complicated." I flushed. I could feel my body burning under my blouse.

"No! You are the one who does not understand Michelle. You are lying to yourself. I can see it in your eyes. You will not walk away from me." He took one last step.

Suddenly I felt my back against the wall. No where left to run. The shelves on either side had me trapped.

I tried to push past him but he grabbed my arms, pinning me to the wall. I dropped the file.

"This is not the place Adam." My voice was shaky.

His face was an inch from mine now. I could smell his breath on my lips. He lifted his hand brushing my bottom lip with his thumb.

Fuck.

"I have dreamt of biting this lip." He said while biting his own.

"Now I stand before you, tell me no Michelle. Say it to my face." His hand making its way down the long sides of my body. Brushing his thumb slowly over the side of my breast just enough to glide over my nipple. I instantly felt its hardness under his brush.

I opened my mouth in protest but suddenly his other hand enclosed my mouth. Shutting me up.

"Hmmm Mmmm, You have said enough. Let me hear your body tell me no." He breathed.

His hand slid under my skirt, finding my panties. He slipped them to the side and achingly slowly slid one finger down the slit into my wetness.

"Hmmmm." He purred into my ear, sending goose bumps down my body. My eyes rolling into the back of my head.

"Do you see how you lie to yourself Michelle. Feel how gloriously wet you are for me. See how your body bends for me." He slowly slipped another finger in and started sliding them in and out.

It was heavenly. My whole body betraying me.

"Yes baby. Feel me. Feel what I do for you. Hmmm." He bit into my neck. "That's my good girl."

Suddenly the door opened, Becky stalked in.

Adam pinning me closer to the wall. Only a few boxes and high heaping files keeping us hidden from sight. The light only giving us a silhouette of her on the other side of the almost fully packed shelve.

If she looked hard enough she could surely see.

"Becky, did you find her?" Dave chimed in from behind now also coming into the room.

My eyes were wide open staring at Adam, but knowing if I moved I would give us away. My hand wrapped around his arms ready to push him off just incase.

He nudged forward to my ear and whispered very softly. "Shhh baby, not a move." His fingers starting to slide once again.

He could see the terror in my eyes.

I could almost not believe the audacity. But again my body reacting.

"Ah no, sure she said she was in here. Must be back in her office." Becky said.

His eyes were fully locked on mine. A sly smile around his lips.

He didn't fully talk or whisper but I watched him mouth the words "cum for me" and smile.

My eyes rolling back again his fingers jamming harder into me and I came. Hard. Pulsating over his fingers.

The door clicked closed once, our intruders finally leaving.

He let go of my mouth so I could breathe deeply. Grabbing my face he pulled my into a deep hungry kiss. My whole body was shaking. I could feel his hard erection under my belly.

He pulled himself away from me slightly. Putting his face to mine.

"Don't you ever say no to me again. Do you understand me Michelle? You are mine." He bit my bottom lip making me wince.

He pulled my hand over his covered cock rubbing my hand over him hard.

"You feel that? That will be waiting for you later. I will text you the address and do not dare be late baby."

He pushed back off me completely. Slipping his wet fingers into his mouth.

"Hmmm, mine." His eyes were ravenous.

He turned and walked out.

It took me five minutes to compose myself. I just stood there blinking. What the fuck just happened.

Oh my god. What have I gotten myself into?

I knew a few things.

One, I loved it. I wanted more of him. I wanted every inch of him. On me, in me, all fucking over me. I wanted to be consumed by him.

Two, I needed to tell him everything and let the chips fall where they will.

Three, I need to get some cold water on my damn face before this fucking meeting. How the hell am I going to look normal after what just happened.

Fuck me. He is going to ruin me.