Your story is so unique, love the idea of your diary. Wish I would have kept one of my own! I would love to suck a man off on a beach at dusk. He cums in my mouth as the last of the sun disappears. .
I'm a retired engineer. I'm out to family and friends. I'm experimenting with writing gay erotica, of all sorts. While I nurse hopes of someday earning money from my writings, my primary reason for writing them is to express my sexuality.