All Comments on 'Different Colors, Made of Tears Pt. 02'

*of course she bites*, that's the real trans girl representation lmao

i was literally sitting on my bed, waiting for the prog to kick in, and starting coming up with an aftercare cover for post part 1 as a like writing exercise and got curious and checked and *oh no my heart*. i am too clueless to tell if the "and" at the start is inclusive or exclusive, but even to be called a darling girl and a sweetheart :insert melting emoji:

and i was thinking *so* bratty lol, like "what was it you said? you were ruining me? yeah i think you have its on you to help put me back to together" that and just the firm demand of "*pet me*".

such a sweet little revenge story. the push and pull of wanting that revenge but also wanting what comes after it. i totally do both love it and hate it lol, i suppose that's part of the thrill. goodness and the thought that jasmine totally *is* physically capable (definitely mentioned in pt1) but is just totally emotionally wide-open is *mhmm* is good. ivy never saying sorry verbally is *so* cheeky, but saying it by constructing the last third around limits feels so nice and reassuring lol. it's soo goofy but it's gives me this little heartsick sense of closure, like i know they're both gonna be okay lmao. thank you <3

you've also totally got me to realise i absolutely want to write kink too lol. i was playing with having scenes in one of the current stories i'm writing but now i have like 2 separate properly 18+ concepts which are both stereotypically goofy (huntress x vampiress, and a like space pirate thing lmao) but embracing the cringe of that because it makes me so much more powerful. like, legitimately it feels really nice to write even my other stuff and not see these things as divided by a wall, but all on the same spectrum. like such a key theme of what i'm writing is about like bodily autonomy and that like twisting torrent of navigating the space where like patriarchal objectification of trans bodies and our own desires meet in the same place. like, stories where such an intense examination of how we relate to our own bodies can't not also involve kink saturating its subtext. it *is* kinky to be a tool, even if it's like a fucked up mech pilot tool of war.

also with one of the adult stories i'm writing, i literally realised going over the temp dialogue i'd written that i'd basically personified my relationship to my own kinks lol. it's an incredible thing to realise what i'm actually writing about. no doubt in my mind i'll post stuff here, albeit give me like half a year at least lol. the one thing i can say of that is like, my twisted little mind always wants to have some kind of *justification* for why i deserve it bc i can feel really cruel and mean w/o it, but also i don't want to be like actually awful in a fantasy lol. something like this is a junji ito "this hole was made for me" thing for me lol. it feels like a laser targeted at my brain stem, this and like karlach from baldur's gate 3.

also, i totally did voice act this in my own head and emote my whole face the entire way through (i was a drama kid okay) and i actually will promise that if you give me like 6-9 months to get some basic voice training down i will totally try do an audio recording of this and like pt1. and maybe it'll be waay too goofy but i'll at least send it to you lol. i like to challenge myself with mediums <3

thank you again, i've already felt like i'm having the best week and a half of my life and now *this*. and i know what i said about "inclusive/exclusive and" but if sweet inspiration is me i'm gonna be thinking of that for weeks lmao.