Jax Home Alone 01

Jax Home Alone 01

Hey, I like to be called Jax and I think I may fall somewhere in between the multiple titles and labels that society loves to tag people with. Although I do dress in fem clothing a few times a week, I mostly do it in the safety of my home. As Jax, I am an expert at lounging around in casual capri pants with eyes that stand out.

I prefer to promote myself as a fem boy because I don't feel that I fit into any of the other titles. I don't go out, so the communities on Chang would never identify me as a Trap or a Tranny. I don't own any frilly dresses, but I do own a toolkit, so sissy doesn't seem to apply either, although I'm pretty good in the kitchen, if that matters. And the word faggot has no place in my life. I might be wrong, but it seems like the guy who wants to line me over the couch is the faggot, right? I mean, I'm not judging, but if I were going to be near a couch, I wouldn't be the one standing up. By the way, I've never leaned over a couch. And to clarify, I'm not judging any sins of the flesh. I am open enough to view any sins of the flesh as just sins of the flesh at the end of the day, no matter the gender mix.

By the way, I've never had any real sins of the flesh that would count as sins of the flesh.

So, now that we all agree that Jax is merely a simple fem boy who enjoys his feminine character while home alone and doesn't want to be judged any further, I'll update my Chang homepage status as such.

By the way, I think some of you might want to engage in sins of the flesh with me. I'm small, I'm pretty slender and that photo of me on my stomach isn't a fluke. I don't know why I have such nice transitions between my shoulders and my ankles, but I do and I'm milking it for all it's worth. You can judge for yourself by following the link on my homepage. It will take you to my folder named "is this how sins of flesh get started?" and the downloads are free. You be the judge.

And speaking of judging, I suppose it's fair to say that I was judged as the black sheep of the family a few years ago, but they still love me, well, at least they still remember me. My family is full of old money, old tobacco money and they keep me in mind every month, even though they take the long way around. LOL, my uncle is my middle man.

So, moving on, let me get on with my moving day this past Spring. What a pain in the ass, right? There were so many boxes, so many trips back and forth, so little help from my family and one big truck, but I finally made it and spent all of May and June getting settled in and meeting a few of the neighbors.

And to shock the neighbors right from the start, I introduced myself as Jax no matter if I was in cargo shorts or modest fem shorts. It just seemed easier that way. I have the hair and it's just so much easier to maintain on the fem side all the time as opposed to flip flop back and forth. I may not go out "out", but I had nothing to hide. I mean, I've already been labelled as the black sheep, so what the hell did I care what the neighbors thought, right? I mean, I would have to wear a bikini for them to read the "Black Sheep" tattoo that my family forced me to get, so labels no longer mattered to me. Besides, I owned the home and that was that. They could talk behind my back all they wanted to.

But I will say, everyone was pleasant enough to my face, to start. Things took a little detour during the 4th of July weekend. My immediate next-door neighbors, the Miller's, had something I needed. Well, they may have had two or three things that I needed, but I'll start with the first thing I needed.

The first thing that I needed from the Miller's was their son, Derek, who was home for the summer from Coastal. I had a garbage disposal that was stuck and Derek had arms. LOL, the last thing that Mrs. Miller wanted me to need was her son, but I beat her to the fence and used my defined eyes to convince him to come over and help me.

Granted, Mrs. Miller wasn't that far behind me in the race and she eventually sent her daughter, Jade, over to you know, supervise the repair work, but I still ended up with 12 minutes alone with Derek under the sink cabinet. I may or may not have spent most of those 12 minutes absolutely leaning against Derek as we both knelt in front of the disposal in the bottom cabinet, but it was for educational purposes in case the disposal ever became stuck again.

It wasn't exactly my first sins of flesh moment, but it was the biggest. My first was an accident and that's another story, but this one was well rehearsed, I mean, my position was natural as I lowered my head to watch him work that funny shaped Allen wrench tool.

"Almost done Jax. We'll test it out in a minute. By the way, what's your story, if you don't mind me asking."

"I don't mind at all. I have nothing to hide, Derek. I portray a fem character quite often, I'm happy and content with it, I'm pretty good at it, but I'm not exactly in it for the sins of flesh. And your body is very warm. I hope I'm not inhibiting your work by leaning on you like I am, but I wanted to learn how you work the wrench. So, when do you go back to college?"

"Ah, late August. Let's test it out, you know, if you're warmed up."

"Oh, Jax is warmed up enough! Derek, mom sent me over here to check up on the repair work. Mom also said to put your tool away. Are you done now?"

"Geez, sis."

"I got this Derek. Hello Jade. It's nice to see you today. By the way, that little gift box next to coffee maker is for you. They are two gift cards for the mall, just for you. You like the leather shop, right?"

"What? You think you can buy five more minutes with a couple of $20 gift cards? OMFG, damn it, Derek, spin a little! I can see the outline of your stupid tool!"

Hah, I already had the body position, so I hid all that. By the way, I didn't see anything that looked stupid.

"And maybe push the brew button on the coffee maker, Jade. Open the gift box dear."

"OMFG, what the hell? Hey, there are three gift cards in here and OMFG, these $20 cards have an extra zero on them! Snap, the red button and why three cards?"

"Yes, the red button and oops, my bad. So, tell mom ten more minutes, but don't tell mom about the gift cards? I promise not to touch any tools."

"Hmmm, cream and sugar?"

LOL, I think she won in the end because for some reason, OMG, she took 4 minutes to stir my coffee!

"Alright, I'm out and thanks for these gift cards, Jax, but OMFG, don't ever tell me about twisting a wrench, if a wrench is going to twisted. Fifteen minutes and no more. See you bro."

"Thanks for coffee, Jade."

And that's how you get rid of a nosey neighbor girl, even though the moment was spoiled, but I got my fifteen minutes as I sipped my coffee, watched him sip his ice tea and we flipped the garbage disposal on and off. I even just so happened to have a few orange peels right there to test it out.

"Alright, you're good to go. I'm sorry my sister made a mess of things. She can be a bit of a handful."

"LOL, I expected it and as you know, I was ready for her. Anyways, thanks for fixing my disposal. Also, I'm not hitting on you or making a move on you, but I enjoyed our few minutes. Oh, and I'm not looking for a response to what I just said. See you soon and LOL, tell mom you were the only one to touch your tool, wait, that doesn't sound any better, right?"

"LOL, enough, I see you soon, Jax."

Those minutes didn't exactly qualify as sins of the flesh, but they did confirm that I wasn't revolting, I guess. I mean, when I say that I was leaning against him, I molded myself to his warm body, which means that I could post something on Chang about it.

Unfortunately, I had a hard time over the next few days. I had no choice but to go back into my normal fem character on the couch, but not thinking about snuggling up to a warm body never left my mind. And then I shook it off because that's what Traps and Tranny's think about and I already confessed to lesser crime of being a fem boy and a fem boy only.

I mean, I may or may not have sat on the deck waiting to catch a glimpse of Derek while his mom had a backyard holiday party a few days ago, but all I got was a quick conversation with his sister Jade over the fence.

"He's out tonight. He does date, you know that, right Jax?"

"I figured as much. Listen, I'm not trying to drag you into to anything, but the string lights on my deck may or may not indicate that I'm still awake. Are you sneaking out tonight?"

"Duh, I have a new leather jacket to show off and parade around in."

"And if it happens to become unzipped to expose that you are wearing a bra as a shirt, it's all good, right?"

"Duh and stop peeking, but it's a new bra and it has full cups, so, you know, the 21st Century and all, right?"

Yup, real girls have all the fun. And nope, my string light signal didn't produce any results, but that was alright. I really was stuck between the safety of my lonely (but happy) fem role playing while home alone and maybe another chance to flirt or just talk or anything that involved a second person. LOL and then I said the hell with it when I realized that Derek would be packing up for college soon and I added a light flasher box to my deck string lights. LOL again, I then I unplugged that because it looked stupid.

Finally, I plugged the little box back in and texted Derek and asked for his help because the lights on my deck were going crazy and I was afraid of them catching on fire or something.

"Whew, you mean it was just the little box that I added? Good. I thought an asteroid struck my deck. By the way, if an asteroid strikes my deck, that's something that you could fix, right, Derek? Oh, hey, I read online that sometimes people hug good bye after a job well done, you know, a few steps back in the privacy of a particular patio door. Have you ever heard that?"

"LOL, says the one who isn't making any moves. Sorry, I couldn't resist. How about a beer on the couch? Mom's always talking about how I'm too young to drink the "devil's juice", you know, as she mixes her rum and coke."

"OMFG, yes, a beer, a shot, both, another beer, a hug, some TV, breakfast in bed, are you hungry? I'll fry up some chicken."

OMG, Jade's cool and all, but her timing, right?

"Ooh, I'll a beer too and maybe a ham sandwich. Hey there you two, mom sent me over to check up on the emergency electrical fire situation repair work that was clearly reported as a danger to the entire neighborhood. So, how's it going?"

SOB, I vowed to spend the entire next day looking for those certain angles that Mrs. Miller can spy on my house from and I'll buy large bushes if I need to.

"Ugh, Jade! You can make your own sandwich and eat it in my bedroom while you surf around Chang on my laptop, please. Oh, and stay out of my account and if you see anything that seems fishy, well, I was hacked."

"Cool. Anything on the top of your dresser for me and is it too late in the evening for you to have a coffee?"

"OMG, yes and I'll take a raincheck in the morning and how did you get a key to my house? Now, where were we Derek? A beer on the couch, I believe, right?"

That was a weird 20 minutes. It was nice sitting so close to Derek alright, but knowing that his sister was right behind us in my bedroom, well, that's pretty much a mood killer, right? However, I had to take advantage of every minute I had with the only guy I had spent serious time with.

"Derek, if I buy a different house on the other of Middleton, would you still visit me and fix all of my fake emergencies? Never mind, thanks for rescuing me again and thanks for coming back from time to time. And speaking of time, how many more weeks before you go to the university? And by the way, why in hell isn't Jade at a university or a boarding school or living in an apartment on the other side of town?"

"LOL, such an active mind, you have. I've been seeing Sarah, you know that, right?"

"And don't care. I'm happy for my precious few minutes and I've noticed that you keep coming back. I say it a lot on Chang, by the way. So, sins of the flesh have many levels, so I'm scooting closer and I'm rubbing this right here. If you're struggling with those stupid "am I gay?" thoughts, just look at my Rosey cheeks and my highlighted eyes and you'll feel better. Also, if you want other sins of the flesh, I'm listening."

"Alright you two, get under a blanket. I'm out. I'll tell mom that the Fire Marshall is making his last inspection of the fire hazard. Ten minutes and thanks for the raise, Jax. You're the best."

Damn, just another ten fricking minutes! How the hell does one decide to engage in sins of the flesh in just ten damn minutes? Well, as a sins of the flesh rookie, I didn't know what to do, but I knew how to snuggle up even closer to him. Which sadly is all I have been able to do in the previous three times.

"Come on Jax, it sounds like we have less than 10 minutes to say good bye. OMG, which you seem to wasting surfing Chang on your phone? Can't that wait or are you searching for more things that you claim to have heard on Chang?"

"Hey, there are many truthful and useful statements on Chang, everybody knows that, Derek. And to confirm that our private moments are no longer accidental, I still haven't stopped rubbing your dick and yes, I called it your dick. This is our fourth private moment, you know. Now, what's on your mind? And OMG, don't you dare say anything about how your sister is begging to get pregnant if she keeps wearing jeans like that. Besides, I just texted her and mentioned that to her. I won't share her response with you."

"OMFG no, but have you heard that sometimes a guy of my age can't take it anymore and he really wants to explore the sins of the flesh with you? Also, can we ignore that it was my sister who placed the blanket on the back of the couch?"

"Oh, well, I may had heard that before and OMG, it sounds so much sexier when you say "sins of the flesh", so let's make that our code from now on."

OMG, other than stupid advice from Chang, I had no idea what to do, but I grabbed that blanket, covered myself as I laid across the couch and messed around with button and zipper on his cargo shorts in a heartbeat. LOL, and then Derek got tired of my inexperience and removed his own shorts, but I took over from there.

I won't say that I was any good, but I will say that I did my best and I'll add that I used all of my upper body weight to keep him from taking over and thrusting himself to a huge release. And then I'll tell you that I don't weigh very much, so it was 50-50. I'll also let you know that when it was over, it was much awkward than I expected. I mean, his load was a lot more than I expected, but I stuck with it and the absolute best out my first sin of the flesh. And I have no problem telling you that he enjoyed it as well and I'm going to let my followers on Chang know that my un-named partner doesn't do a lot with his other girlfriend because there is no way he could a load like that if he was active elsewhere.

Anyways, it may have taken four private moments, but our sins of the flesh were in progress, even if they will be short lived because his return to university was right around the corner.

End Jax Home Alone 01