Memoirs of a Submissive Ch. 02

I kept wondering how much time passed since He'd left me upstairs, blindfolded and tied to the chair in a rather exposed position: my dress was untied and hung from my shoulders, showing off my black lace lingerie set complete with stockings and suspenders; my hands behind me, my legs pulled open. It was quiet apart from the steady buzz of the vibrator on my clit and the occasional whimpers my situation caused.

A situation that gave me a dilemma: don't move and try to hold my breath to listen out for footsteps, or grind against the vibe to increase this fantastic sensation and the intensity of my whimpers, thus not being able to listen if Sir is coming back. I decided to do both: listen... grind "Mmmmm, remember Rose, you must not cum though"... listen... grind "What if He comes when I'm doing this?" The thought both embarrassing and arousing crossed my mind, imagining His face as He watches His baby girl enjoying herself in this helpless situation...

Listen... Faint footsteps... "Is He coming up?" I turned my head towards the staircase. "Yes, He is..." Then it went quiet. "Did I just imagine this?" I was almost holding my breath at this point, but to no avail, as this vibe is a rather noisy one (although it's very damn effective). "I should really get a quieter version of this toy," I thought, just when I felt familiar hands around me and a comforting scent in my nose.

"Are you enjoying yourself, baby?" Came Sir's voice from behind me.

"Yes Sir..."

"Aww, so how frustrated are you now?" He asked as He gently pulled the vibrator from my black lace knickers and turned it off.

"Very... Sir"

"Perfect, just how I want you to be." I could sense a smile in His voice "I'm going to untie you. Leave the blindfold on." I slowly moved each limb a bit as they got free. "That's it, wiggle them a bit... are you alright?"

"Yes Sir" I felt His hands in mines, gently helping me up.

"Ok, stand up, few steps forward with me" I felt His hands guiding me ahead and something soft under my feet... the blanket. I remembered how He set the studio up: two long leather boxes in front of the wall where we take photos, a big black blanket covering both them and the floor, and another box in front of that to hold the laptop.

"The laptop..." I thought "I'm standing right in front of it." I felt Sir's gentle hands pulling my dress off my arms. "He's exposing me to claim me in front of hundreds" I felt butterflies in my stomach and a tingling sensation at the thought. "Or perhaps they've been watching me this entire time..." I felt my cheeks blushing.

"You are so gorgeous, baby" Even though I couldn't see, I felt His gaze on me. That look of wonder, pride, and love. I couldn't help but smile. "So just how wet are you now?" His hand slid under my knickers and I felt his finger slowly but effortlessly pushing inside me. "Oh, I love feeling how wet you are for me." Now I felt the same finger against my lips and I immediately started licking and sucking it clean. "Don't you taste delicious, baby girl?" I nodded. "Yeah, you look amazing, you smell amazing and you taste amazing." His words were practically breathing into my mouth as He pulled me close and kissed me deep with desire.

"We can take this off now." Said Sir once we broke our kiss, and as he lifted my blindfold off, I saw that I was facing the wall, so couldn't tell whether the camera was on or not.

"Bend over, baby, hands down here." Motioned Sir towards the blanket-covered boxes and I obeyed: with my legs open I bent forward and placed both my hands on the boxes for support. "Good girl," said Sir as he caressed my back. His fingers slowly made their way down to my bum, cheekily pulling away my knickers to gain access to more sensitive areas. I felt Him brushing over my clit and I sigh left my lips. I wanted more, so much more and He knew it, but He wasn't going to give it to me so quickly. His fingers kept moving up and down my thighs, finding their way back under the lace, teasing my clit, playing in my wetness.

"Have I got your attention, baby?" Asked Sir and I sighed my reply:

"Yes Sir."

"Good. I like having your attention." With that, He pulled the fabric to the side again and I could feel His tongue between my cheeks. I couldn't help but moan in appreciation and He decided to increase the sensations for me by sticking 2 fingers inside my welcoming sex. My eyes rolled back as I closed them, and my breathing turned to whimpers. This felt so good already, but I knew that He was only warming up. He let me enjoy it for a little while, then I felt Him kissing my back before helping me up and turning me around. "How are you feeling now, baby?"

"Amazing, Sir."

"Good. Now I have a dilemma: you look incredibly hot in this underwear, but I'm also thinking of taking it off..." He looked me up and down with a thoughtful expression "Hmm... it should come off, shouldn't it?"

"Yes Sir" I nodded and he gently took my bra off, then helped me out of my knickers, so I only had my stockings and suspenders on. At this point, I noticed the camera on the laptop was off. "Was it on before? How much did people see?" But I didn't have much time to think as Sir kissed me and then ordered me on my knees and I obeyed. I knew what was coming and I instantly began salivating as He undid His jeans and pushed them down along with His boxers. I bit my lower lip as I looked up at Him and His length.

"Look at you, baby. Do you want a cock in your mouth? Is that it?"

"Yes Sir..."

"Show me what you can do, baby girl." Said Sir with a naughty smile and I did not hesitate. Still looking up into His eyes I licked up His shaft and circled the tip slowly with my tongue. He let out a sigh. "Good girl..."

I licked back down then up again, circling, teasing with my lips. I knew what He wanted, but at this part of the game I had control, and I made sure to only give things bit by bit. As I licked down again, I decided to pay His balls some attention too: I kissed, licked and sucked and began using my hand on His shaft. More sighs... time to turn the heat up even more. I looked up at him as I directed His cock to my open mouth, slowly taking more and more in. When my lips touched my hand, I gave it a gentle twist one way, while twisting my head the other way and kept sucking with these slight, gentle twists.

"Oh fuck, you're good!" Sir sighed between his groans, then I felt Him pulling away. He took a deep breath and held out His hand to help me up. "I'm not done with you, baby," He said while holding me, our noses touching. "From now, if you feel you need to cum, just cum. You don't have to ask for permission. I want you to enjoy this freely... but no screaming. Understood?"

My eyes lit up. After a whole week of edging, I get to cum. All that frustration, all that tension built up will get released today. This will be a real treat!

"Yes Sir, thank you, Sir," I said, and He smiled before kissing me again deeply, our bodies pressed together in a tight hug. He then led me to the wall and told me to sit down with legs open wide while He took the rest of His clothes off. He looked into my eyes with a burning desire and knelt down in front of me. I watched Him lowering His head between my legs and slowly licking up my slit. The soft, warm sensation of His tongue made me moan, and He continued: nice, slow flicks of His tongue, gentle sucks... and I was forgetting my own name. He got a bit faster, and faster, then I felt His fingers sliding in. I must have been dripping at this point, I could feel myself getting closer and closer. With my moans getting louder I began to gently grind against him as I was getting lost in the sensation... when He stopped:

"You're supposed to be staying quiet, baby" and with that, He stuffed my knickers in my mouth. Then I heard the familiar buzz and His warm tongue got replaced by the cold vibrator on my clit. My eyes widened as I looked at Him, taking Him all in, being so in control of me, His precious plaything.

"Cum for me, baby girl." I could feel the waves building, my whole body shaking, and He whispered, "That's it cum for me..." and I released, riding wave after wave of the orgasm He'd just given me, then I looked at Him, dazed, panting through the knickers in my mouth. "Good girl. Now, hold this, you're not done yet." He said, motioning towards the vibrator and I took it from His hand. "Will you keep quiet?" I nodded. "Good, I can take this out then. Keep playing, baby." He removed the knickers from my mouth, sat down on the chair He'd tied me to earlier and began stroking Himself as He was watching me. "Show me what you can do, baby, make me proud."

"Yes Sir" I made sure to look at Him as I continued playing, but I knew I wouldn't take too long, as my clit was still sensitive after the first orgasm. With my other hand, I reached down and opened my labia, something I knew He loved seeing as it made me even more exposed. I saw Him gasp and bite His lower lip for a second. Good... I turned the speed up on the vibrator which immediately made me arch my back... and I was grinding again, I could feel my orgasm building to the point of no return.

"Good girl. I love watching you... keep cumming." I heard Sir say, and I didn't hold back. I pressed my lips together to stay quiet and closed my eyes as I let the sensation wash over me. When I opened my eyes again, Sir was standing in front of me, smiling. "You are amazing, baby. You can turn that off for now." He put the vibrator on the box and helped me up for a kiss. "I believe it's my turn, and I want to feel you." He sat down, caressed my face, down my breasts, before brushing over my clit that send a quick tingling sensation through my body. "Come, sit on me..." Oh yes, I get to feel His cock in my pussy. That connection with Him is like no other! I positioned myself over Him with my legs on either side and slowly lowered myself on His cock.

"Oh yes..." I sighed as my head fell back and I felt His arms around me, helping me move up and down a bit until I completely covered His cock with my juices.

"You feel so amazing, baby..." He looked at me in a daze "But now I want to enjoy your mouth."

"Yes Sir" I slowly got off and knelt in front of Him with my legs open, like He trained me.

"Good girl. Lick and suck yourself off me..."

I looked into His eyes and began circling the tip of His cock, slowly taking more and more of Him in, making sure to clean every drop of myself. I heard my vibrator again...

"Play with yourself while you're sucking my cock, baby girl."

I was already crazy about His cock. I love playing with it by default and the hornier I am, the more I get into it. Making me play while doing it was basically making me lose my mind... But I think that's what He wanted: to make me cock-dumb, and He succeeded: I wanted Him deeper and deeper in my mouth, I wanted to taste His cum, while my own orgasm was building again. I felt His fingers in my hair, and He pushed down, held me there for a bit, and then did it again and again, He fucked my mouth deep while I was still playing with myself. It felt so hot, so intense, so mind-blowing, but my body wanted to do its own thing and I found it harder and harder to suck. He sensed this and let go of me so I could enjoy the third orgasm... as the sensation was building higher and higher, I leaned back more and more to give in... until I felt an unusual tingle. Something I only felt once before. "Oh my god, am I going to..." I felt that warm wetness escaping me as the orgasm hit. Once the waves quietened, I opened my eyes and saw Him leaning forward, looking at me with a huge grin. He took the vibrator, turned it off, then pulled my face close to His and whispered:

"Good girl. Did you enjoy that?"

I felt my cheeks blush as I blurted out my confession:

"I think, I've made a mess, Sir..."

His grin just widened.

"Perfect! Good girl..." and He sealed that with a passionate kiss. "But there's something you really want, isn't there?"

I knew what He was talking about. It'd been in our conversations for quite some time. I bit my lower lip and nodded as I felt my cheeks flush.

"What is it, baby? You have to say it..."

"Please take my bum, Sir" My face was burning at this point. I admitted this to Him before, and we discussed it, but saying it at a point when it would actually happen too was somehow different. Now it felt real. Now there was anticipation... He's going to take me completely, own every hole I have to offer.

"Get on all fours, lean on the boxes if you have to." He spoke softly and I obeyed. I rested my arms on the box and lowered my head. I heard the bottle of lube opening, then a cold, soft, wet sensation on my bum before his finger started teasing my hole. I was well aroused but made sure to relax as I felt His finger slowly pushing in, deeper and deeper, in and out. It felt so fantastic, I began pushing back into it.

"Oh, look at you pushing against my finger! Perhaps you're ready for another one?" I heard Sir ask, and I nodded.

"Yes please, Sir."

He pulled his finger out and began teasing my hole with two, stretching me to be able to accommodate both His fingers. My breathing turned deep. More lube... His fingers slowly pushed in and I moaned at the mix of pleasure and pain, which then simply turned into pleasure with each push. Before I knew it, I was pushing back again, wanting more.

"Hmmm, shall we go for three, baby?"

"Yes Sir..." I sighed.

"Good girl." He pulled His fingers out again, applied more lube and began teasing my hole with three fingers, then I felt the stretch. The thought of what He was doing, what He was about to do, and the sensation almost had me drooling so I hid my face between my arms as I whimpered and sighed. His fingering became faster and faster. "Does this feel good, baby?"

"Very..." I could barely reply. I was so ready for His cock, and He knew it, so He slowly pulled His fingers out.

"Sit up for a bit. I need you to do something." I looked at Him and He had a condom in His hand, and that yummy cock practically in my face. I just had to suck, but something told me that's what He wanted anyway. Once I looked up at Him again, He handed me the condom and the realisation flashed through my mind: "Once that's on... it will be time." I didn't hesitate. I pulled the condom on His length and got back on all fours, resting my arms on the box, legs spread and ready. I felt more lube, and then finally Him at my entrance. I exhaled to relax, ready to welcome Him and He ever so slowly pushed forward. The sensation instantly drew all my attention to His cock entering my bum. Pleasure and pain... breathe... back and forth, slowly, He reached deeper and deeper, and my breathing became faster, turning into moans of pleasure. Buzz... I felt my vibrator touch my clit once more and I held back a scream. I instinctively reached for it to hold it. What I felt was indescribable. His cock in my bum pulled all my attention into the moment and amplified everything I felt. He began to pick up a pace, holding onto my waist.

"I don't know how much longer I can hold it..." Sir sighed.

"Me neither" I whimpered, as I felt another orgasm coming ever closer, ever so intense. I was shaking, writhing, I was in another universe with Him. I muffled the scream that wanted to escape, but it didn't stop the fantastic waves that followed. Like time stopped and nothing mattered, just Him and I in this whole wide world, connected in ecstasy.

Once my body calmed somewhat, He gently pulled out.

"Sit up there..." He sighed as He pulled the condom off. I climbed up on the box and opened my legs to welcome Him once more. He leaned over me and pushed my knees up... my heart fluttered. This was my favourite position. I could see His face and He could not only hit an amazing spot inside me, but also reach very deep. Furthermore: I felt so exposed for Him. I was practically a puddle at this point. I wrapped my arms around Him as He looked me in the eyes and pushed in. Slowly in, slowly out. Building up a rhythm... breathing turning faster again... He closed His eyes and I felt Him trembling. He was so close...

"Oh fuck... oh... fuck..." He groaned as He released His love inside me with one final, deep push. "Fuck... " He sighed, as He rested His head on my chest to catch His breath before pulling out. He looked down at me with the widest smile and helped me to my feet... except my legs had other ideas and they gave out.

As I was still catching my breath on the floor, He sat down next to me to hold me, kissed me and casually asked:

"So how long do you think you were tied to the chair for?"

"I don't know... 5 minutes?"

He grinned.

"Longer...?" I asked with slight shock in my voice.

He held back a laugh.

"2 and a half minutes, baby."