My Girlfriend's Brother

I hear his quiet voice. "Fuck, Greg, fuck." Now I really struggle to stay on my feet. I don't even hear him come, only his heavy breathing as he catches his breath. The sensation of him suddenly pulling out of me is worse than it going in. He pushes me roughly up against the wall before removing and tossing his used condom in the toilet and zipping us his trousers. He watches as I unsteadily fasten myself back up. He then leaves me, and I stand there stunned looking at the open door. I quickly close and lock it and sit shakily on the toilet. I'm pretty sure getting ass fucked wasn't listed on the night out itinerary. Fuck, I start shivering all over. I just had sex with Ben.

I eventually force myself to stand. I should go home. I'm still shaking a little as I open the door. I stagger over to a sink and splash water on my face. I can't feel if it's hot or cold. I look in the mirror and realise my eyes are dilated. Somebody has slipped something into one of my drinks. I look at my hands, they are still shaking.

As I make my way through the crowd some random girl attaches to me. I'm not sure why but I cling on to her too. I think I might be in shock. I feel tears fall freely while my head lies on her shoulder, luckily, she is too drunk to notice. "Come with me." I feel myself getting separated from her as Ben grips my upper arm. "Where are your friends?" I shrug. I think I remember the word 'taxi.'

I wake and sit bolt upright. Pain hits me like a motherfucker. I'm confused and disorientated as I look around. Where am I? I glower at the sleeping figure beside me. Where are 'we.' It doesn't look like a hotel. Is this a friend's house. Grey walls, black curtains and bed linen. I look at the electric guitars on the wall. Other than our clothes the place is tidy.

I glare at him. It still feels like he's inside me. I tense my ass and it hurts worse than death. I glance down and my eyes widen in horror as I see red marks and bruising all across my chest and abdomen. When did he do this? I lift the sheet. I'm naked. I blink. The time between leaving the club and me waking is missing. I realise I need to pee but the pain when I try to move almost causes a fatality. Fuck, I feel like he's broke me. I grab my pillow and whack him on the head with it. No woman has ever left me in such a fragile state.