My Sweet Canadian Girl Ch. 06

"I'm afraid," I said in a low voice.

"Of getting married?" she asked.

"No. I'm afraid I won't be the husband you deserve," I said.

"That's what you're afraid of?" she asked with a sad smile. I nodded and turned away because I couldn't look her in the eye. "If you still think that then I'm the one who doesn't deserve to have you."

"You deserve to have whatever you want," I said daring to look up at her. "That's why I'm scared when think about the future."

"Well let me tell you everything I want then. I want you," she said kissing me passionately. "And I want to raise a family with you," she added with another kiss. "And that's it," she said as I waited for more.

"But..."

"That's all I want for the rest of my life. Anything else we're blessed with will be more than I could have ever dreamed of," she said firmly. "And before you even ask, I'm fine with adopting children if we can't have our own."

"Really?" I asked.

"Yes really," she said. "I want you just as much as you want me and I love you just as much as you love me. I don't want you to worry about disappointing me ever again."

"You always know how to make me feel better," I said smiling at her.

"I have to if I want to be a good wife," she said giggling as I pulled her down into a passionate kiss that led to another night of lovemaking.

The next morning I woke up to my last day as a single man feeling completely at ease. If all Cassie wanted for the rest of her life was me then that was the easiest thing in the world to give her. I watched her sleep marveling at her pure natural beauty. There was no doubting her love for me anymore, but that didn't mean I couldn't feel like the luckiest man in the world that the woman I loved so much loved me too. Her alarm woke her up as I was admiring her beauty and I wished I'd remembered to turn it off. Watching her blink her eyes open and sigh softly, she rolled over and gave me another spectacular view.

"Good morning for the second last time boyfriend," she said smiling sweetly at me.

"I'll be sad to see this girlfriend go," I said smiling right back with the one I'd perfected for her. "I hope the wife I'm getting tomorrow will be half as good."

"I hear she's quite the girl," Cassie said.

"Sometimes I think you have no idea how special you are," I said running my hand up her side as we kissed.

"We should get up," she said kissing me back anyway though.

"Are you sure?" I asked slipping that same hand between her legs and making her squeeze her thighs tight.

"Yes I'm sure," she said sneaking out from beneath me. "We can save time by making love in the shower," she said fleeing our room with a giggle when I jumped out of bed to chase her.

I caught her just inside the bathroom door and threw my arms around her waist to lift her off her feet as I kissed her neck from behind. She told me to wait outside until she had a chance to pee so I let her go. When she let me in I stepped towards the toilet myself happy to let her watch me if she wanted to but she got in the shower. I was almost finished when I turned my head suddenly and caught her peeking. Her eyes widened in shock and she ducked back into the shower with her face full of embarrassment.

Stepping into the shower behind her I saw her back on to me afraid to turn around. Wrapping an arm around her that I slid up to her wet breasts I pulled her towards me. I whispered into her ear, telling her I didn't think she was weird for being curious and that she shouldn't be afraid or embarrassed to let me see her too. Turning around she smiled shyly at me, her wet hair making her look absolutely sultry. Kissing me deeply she dropped to her knees with a bar of soap and began washing my growing cock. The soap felt cool against the head of my cock and combined with her soft touch I rapidly surged towards a full erection.

Once I was hard she reached up to place the bar of soap in my hand. She stayed on her knees and though I knew what was coming next the thrill of her taking my cock between her lips still made my knees momentarily weak. With her hands on my thighs she bobbed her head moaning around my cock as pleasuring me fueled her own arousal. Having licked her pretty pussy almost everyday we'd spent together I knew the feeling well. Normally I was concerned she'd over do it with her blowjob and leave me spent but all that week I was so turned on that I knew I could get hard again before our shower ended if that was the case. Stopping to peer up at me, she raked her teeth across the head of my cock gently making me shudder. Holding my cock between her hands she jerked me off and continued to slurp around the throbbing head letting me cum in her mouth.

I was leaned against the wall with my eyes closed when I felt her soft wet body press against me. Reaching down I squeezed the cheeks of her ass as I opened my eyes. Her adoring face was gazing up at me and she opened her mouth shifting her tongue all around to show me the cum was all gone. It made me laugh as she pulled my lips to hers for a kiss. Her long honey hued hair hung dripping down her back and flowed over my arms as I held her body to mine. Already I could feel my cock beginning its rebirth but she was going to get some oral sex of her own first. For now I settled for playing with her luscious breasts marveling at the way her nipples grew hard between my fingers.

It was my turn to kneel before her now and I did it feeling like a loyal servant paying homage to his beautiful queen. I supposed to be fair Cassie would have called me her king though I'd kneel to her anytime regardless. Often I'd told her it didn't matter to me if she wanted to stop shaving her pubic hair, which was true but that patch of soft skin from her navel to her pussy lips felt heavenly beneath my lips. Kissing her there was enough to excite me to no end. Her pussy lips were plump and pink, just begging to be sucked and making my mouth water. Extending my tongue, I licked them where they peeked from between her legs without her even needing to spread her legs.

Cassie gathered her hair and draped forward over her left shoulder. She leaned back into the wall and put one foot up on the side of the tub as she held onto my shoulders for balance. It should be enough to keep her steady but she knew I'd never let her fall and that she was free to thrash about once she got excited. At first the only taste between her legs was that of warm water but within moments her familiar flavor began to overpower it. Licking up from below her sweet lips, I felt my tongue plunge between her lips where I dragged it up all the way to her sensitive clit. I could feel her body tense all around me as I made contact with it and latched on to suck it gently making her legs tremble. Her hands tightened on my shoulders whenever I managed to make her excitement peak. Dipping my fingers inside her, I brought them to my lips for a taste of her juices and slipped them back inside again.

Taking a handful of my hair she pushed my head away from her lips. I looked up wondering what she wanted and when our eyes met I knew. She brought her foot back down and rubbed my hard cock with it smiling as her toes ran from by balls up to the tip. Cassie new every inch of my cock and could tell it was fully erect again. I was still on my knees when she lifted her leg high and stepped over me. Bending over she exposed her pussy from behind and waited for me to place my cock where it was needed. I ran my hands over her legs and licked at her pussy again making her rise to her toes to give me even more to lick.

I could hear her happy little laugh as I stopped licking her and stood up. She'd given me one of those erections so stiff it hurt a little to bend it down to meet her lips. Once it was inside her any mild discomfort was soothed away immediately though. With our feet on the bath mat there was no worry of slipping as we fucked hard and fast with the water spraying down on us. Cassie's cries of passion echoed in the tub as the steamy water made me pant and sweat. My pussy licking had left her close to cumming and my cock plunging deep inside her soon finished the job making her lean against me as she moaned. More than satisfied if she was I was just about to pull out when she started to rock her hips again. I could feel her pussy pulsing around me with each stroke inside her. Having cum such a short time ago I fucked her on and on sweating profusely in the heat of the steam filled bathroom. I reached behind to turn the hot water down and the blast of cooler water that soon followed re-energized me. With one last burst of speed I forced myself to cum inside her at last.

As I pulled out I watched her legs go weak but caught her and held her body to mine. After fucking long and hard in what felt like a sauna, I stepped to the opposite side of her and sat down. She quickly took a seat on my lap and leaned back into me breathing hard as well. With her eyes closed to keep the splashing water out she purred like a content cat as I nuzzled at her neck. I took my time coming down from my sexual high, enjoying the closeness of her body. Cassie had enough for now but I would have happily made myself get another erection if she wanted more. After a few minutes she looked like she may have fallen asleep but when I whispered I'd never been in the shower that long without actually getting washed she giggled and stood up.

After getting cleaned up we got out and wrapped in towels to dry off. I followed her to our bedroom getting incredibly turned on by the sight of her wet body in a towel that barely covered her nakedness. No matter how many times I saw her completely naked, seeing Cassie fresh out of the shower or bath wearing just a towel was easily one of my favorite looks for her. The way she moved in front of me told me she knew it too. Back in our bedroom she bent over her sock and underwear drawer stopping just short of exposing herself to me. I told her she was such a tease and she started to giggle but she didn't deny it.

With separate errands to run that day, I said goodbye with a kiss while she was still drying her hair. The plan was for me to run my errands and come back to the apartment when I was done unless she called me on my cell phone first. I was at the menswear store just minutes after they opened and was out of there with my rented tuxedo in no time. From there I headed to the bakery where we had ordered the cake. They were just putting the final touches on it and let me watch them finish. I knew when it was done that it was exactly what Cassie wanted and that she'd cry when it was time to cut into it.

I was done with my two planned stops early so I had time for one more important errand before going home. Driving downtown I went to what I hoped would be the first and last photography studio I'd need to visit to get a booking. The manager looked at me like I was crazy when I asked to book a session for wedding photos the next day. When I explained it would just the two of us and pleaded with her she took pity promising to squeeze us in. It was a surprise for Cassie that I couldn't wait to reveal.

Back at the apartment I couldn't sit still at all. Cassie called around noon and told me she was going to be a few more hours at the bridal shop. Some of the last minute alterations weren't quite done yet but she'd be home as soon as she could. She didn't have anything else for me to do so I was free to do what I wanted. I made sure I had everything I needed to cook dinner for us and called my Tae Kwon Do instructor Steve to let him know something had come up last minute and I couldn't make it tonight. He could tell by my voice it was something good not bad and told me I could stop by during any of his regular classes next week if I wanted since I'd be in LA next Thursday.

Cassie came home just as I was starting dinner and asked where I was from the doorway before coming in with the dress. She put it in Jana's old room and warned me not to look as if I would want to ruin such a wonderful surprise. Joining me in the kitchen, she helped me prepare dinner happy to act as my assistant as we shared smiles and kisses over the stove. Lei called from Hong Kong knowing it was Cassie's day off and gave her an update on her trip as I finished dinner. If she hadn't taken that trip there was no way we could have made our secret wedding the special day it was shaping up to be.

"You know the next time we eat dinner together you'll be my husband," she said smiling up at me as I filled her wine glass.

"It makes me tingle just thinking about it," I said smiling along with her. "I called Steve and told him I'd miss my class tonight so you have me all to yourself for one last unmarried fling," I said with raised eyebrows.

"The kids are expecting me at the hospital tonight," she said softly. I could tell she was worried it might have upset me but how could it? It was what made Cassie the amazing woman she was. Here she was on her day off, the eve of our wedding, and she was still thinking about spending time with the kids who needed her. "You're not mad are you?" she asked as I pondered her complete lack of selfishness.

"I could never be mad at you sweetie. You have fun at hospital and I'll be waiting when you get home," I said giving her a soft kiss on the forehead.

"You could come with me if you like," she offered. "There's this one girl I want you to meet before she's released."

"I'd love to come along then," I said. She smiled at me and spent the rest of our dinner telling me about her special little friend.

After we'd eaten Cassie asked me to put on a dress shirt and casual pants, which I found a little strange but I'd never deny her such a simple request. She changed into a skirt and nicer top then met me in the living room when she was ready to go. The kids loved doing arts and crafts with Cassie and we had a fridge full of pictures they made for her that she'd brought home from the hospital. On the way to the hospital she had me stop at a store where we bought some supplies for the activities that night.

At the hospital the other staff members greeted her with a smile as we headed to the rehab ward where she worked. I'd been to the hospital plenty of times but tried to avoid the patient areas because it was hard seeing such sweet innocent kids laying in hospital beds. To see their faces light up when they saw nurse Cassie coming with a bagful of coloring books and art supplies brought tears to my eyes. They asked who I was and she told them I was the special man named Rick she'd told them about. One of the little boys teased me for having a girlfriend and we both laughed along with him. She promised them she'd be back soon and took me to meet this little girl named Tiffany she had told me about.

"Hi Tiffany," Cassie said with her cheerful smile. "How are you doing tonight?"

"Okay I guess," she said staring out the window.

"I ran into your mom before I left yesterday. She says you'll probably get to go home next week. If I'm not back from my trip before you leave you'll have to email me," she said.

"I will," she said in a glum voice.

"I brought someone to meet you," Cassie said and the girl finally turned around. I was stunned. Her blonde hair was a shade lighter and she had a few freckles where Cassie had none, but she looked just enough like a young Cassie that you could easily mistake her for Cassie's little sister. "This is my boyfriend Rick I've been telling you about."

"He's cute," she said making me blush and clamping her hand over her mouth when she realized what she'd said. Cassie had told me Tiffany had lost her left leg from the knee down in an accident and had been brought to the hospital for surgery. For the past month she'd been in the rehab ward learning to walk on her artificial leg. She was from the northern part of the province far from any major hospital so it was decided this was the best place for her to learn. Only thirteen years old she'd just started to become interested in boys when the unthinkable happened to her.

"Hi Tiffany it's nice to meet you. You're even prettier than Cassie said you were," I said making her smile almost as wide as Cassie did but only for a moment.

"You're just saying that," she said looking down at her leg. It was the kind of thing Cassie used to do with her scar at first when she thought it mattered to me.

"I want to show you something else Tiffany," Cassie said sitting in the chair at her bedside and lifting her skirt to show her that scar.

"What happened to your knee Cassie?" she asked in a hushed voice. I knew exactly what Cassie was doing now and I was completely in awe of her for it. How easy it must have been for her to relate to this little girl. The thought of Cassie rehabbing her knee alone in a hospital as she spent all day wondering if a man would ever want her again was heart wrenching. Her self-confidence was so low when I met her that I knew she'd spent far too many days with her mind full of foolish thoughts like that.

"I hurt it in a snowboarding accident. My boyfriend at the time left me and I thought I'd never find someone to love me again. I couldn't have been more wrong because I found a very special man to fall in love with and someday you will too," Cassie said. Her words brought me back the morning after our first night together when she was terrified to show me that scar. I looked at her wondering what would have happened if she'd shown me an artificial leg instead of a four-inch scar. There was no doubt in my mind that I still would have fallen in love with her. Tiffany looked at me and it was clear she wanted to know more.

"Cassie is a wonderful woman and I love her very much. She was afraid to show me her knee at first but it never mattered to me," I told her.

"She's lucky to have you," Tiffany said.

"No. I'm lucky to have her," I said. She beamed a happy smile at us that made me feel so good. "Cassie told me you wanted to learn how to dance but none of the boys here were interested," I said.

"They're all just little boys who still think girls are gross," she said.

"Well I don't think girls are gross if you want to dance with me," I said.

"Can I Cassie?" she asked seeking her permission.

"Only if you promise not to steal him away from me," Cassie said with that charming smile of hers.

"You're so pretty, no one could steal him from you," Tiffany said making my sweet Canadian girl blush.

"Oh I don't know about that. Maybe not right now but who knows what might happen in a few years," I said as I helped her up out of her bed. "Did you know Cassie is a year and a half older than me? Eventually I'm going to be looking for a younger woman," I said in a whisper that made Tiffany laugh.

"I'll be back later you two have fun," Cassie said as she got up to leave.

I looked towards her as Tiffany put on one of her favorite CDs. Cassie clutched her hands to her chest and mouthed the words 'I love you' before she turned to go see the other kids. Seeing the same smile on Tiffany's face that the other kids had when they saw Cassie coming made me realize why she loved to come here so much. If an evening of my time could make this young girl forget about her accident, even for just a few hours, then it was more than worth it.

Tiffany had put on a CD of a boy band I'm going to pretend I didn't recognize and definitely couldn't hum along with. She moved gingerly on her artificial leg having just learned to walk on it. Part of her problem was her unwillingness to open up, but just like Cassie she had nothing to be embarrassed about with me. Letting loose myself I made her laugh at my pathetic attempts to mimic the dance moves in the music videos for this kind of song, the ones I've never seen of course. Her smile was genuine and full of wonder after that, the kind of smile that belongs on the face of any child. She was a brave girl forced to grow up far too soon and it was an amazing feeling to help her be just another kid for an evening.