Our FLR Journal - Entry 01

Last night my wife and I discussed a more formal female led relationship. We've role played with it from time to time. My desire for regular FLR hasn't interested her previously. But now, she agrees it may have benefits that haven't obvious and is open to trying. I've decided to journal our experience here.

Brief history: I've known I am submissive since my early 20s. My then girlfriend and I enjoyed porn magazines together. Whenever we saw a guy having his face sat on or sucking on toes, I'd get hard. As my girlfriend learned of it she played along forcing me to please her, teasing me into light bondage, even some spankings. Her favorite, having me suck my freshly deposited cum out of her pussy. Ever since I've looked for times to be submissive to the woman I'm with.

My wife is not wired as dominant, but enjoys the role in doses. We're both busy professionals, kids grown and on their own. She has rarely given me a blow job, not her thing. I love sucking pussy, to her delight. Otherwise sex has always been simple and satisfying, with occasional role play to spice it up. She likes the idea of me simplifying her busy day playing a submissive servant like role and decide what we do when.

I think what we are embarking on is Sensual FLR. Loving and caring with the expectation I serve her needs for less burden of the routine and her sexual satisfaction is prioritized over mine.

After last nights discussion she lay in bed surfing on her phone while I rubbed her back. When she rolled onto her back without discussion I slid down and began licking her pussy. She didn't acknowledge me for 10 minutes or more. Then one hand found the back of my head and the other set her phone down.

"You enjoying my pussy?" She asked.

"Yes indeed," I mumbled, my mouth being held tight to her pussy.

"In the morning you'll get to do this again!" She stated seductively.

I moaned at her directive. My tongue worked and slurped up her growing wetness. Well it did until she pushed my head several inches away from her delicious pussy.

"Maybe you should just watch," she began fingering her clit. "Hmm, would you like that?"

"Oh no," I answered through my excited breathing. "Please may I finish you with my tongue? Please!"

She pressed my face back into place and I resumed darting my tongue in and out as my nose pressed on her clit. Within seconds her orgasm flowed and I took it all in. She sat up for her final climactic rush.

My hands held onto her ample breasts as I finished her blow job. My mouth instinctively went up to her breasts, sucking her nipples. She moaned, and lay back down.

As I crept up atop her she rolled onto her side. This meant I wouldn't be fucking her tonight.

"Rub yourself lightly against my ass while you rub my back until I fall asleep," she softly instructed. "I love you, good night."

"Good night, I love you." I slowly ground my hard cock onto her ass cheeks. Teasing myself but not so much she couldn't fall asleep. "Are you sure you wouldn't like to fuck?" I asked half joking and half hoping.

She giggled briefly. "No, just rub."

And I did so until she fell asleep.

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As is her routine she wakes about 5 am and surfs on her phone. When I awoke, 6 am, I got up and took care of our pets. Back in bed I snuggled up to her and kissed her shoulder.

After a bit she set the phone down and we cuddled. My hard cock rubbed her thigh, I'm always horny at day break.

"Please," I asked playfully. "Will you touch my cock?"

"When I'm ready," She whispered, kissing my cheek.

When she did touch me it was only for about 30 seconds. As her hand moved away she rolled onto her back.

"Eat me!" She whispered firmly.

With zero hesitation I went down on her and began kissing and nibbling her pussy. Quickly she became wet and I began licking.

"Slow down," she said pinching my ear lobe.

I obeyed and slowly worked on sucking her folds. As her hips ground against my as I increased my speed, but just a bit.

Her morning orgasm painted my face, she cooed in delight. I kissed my way up her stomach until she rolled over.

"Nap time for me," she said plainly. "Don't you have a roast beef to marinade for tonight's gathering?"

"Sweet dreams," I said, kissing her check.

Gently I left the bed and did as instructed.