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Some of these thoughts seem very familiar. I am a man and a close woman friend has told me I am a pain slut, although I do not see myself that way. But I do need her to discipline me, and I sometimes beg her to spank me. And it has to be long and hard, and it feels so so good to be ordered to strip for a caning. And if she wants to slam her strapon inside me itis her right to do so. I have sometimes cried out in the middle "Why do I have this need?" And she will answer that its not important I just should submit and not question.