Caught by My Boss Ch. 18

"Sabine, are you all right?"

"I'm just thinking Melody."

"About what?"

"Well, I was thinking about everything. Like now, today, I was thinking that everything that has happened is sort of embarrassing and humiliating but it isn't as good as what we did at the library. I mean, both times I was naked in front of people, but here I am just naked and out there from the start. When you and I went to the library you had me dressed up like a business woman and then I had to take off my clothes. That made it better, more embarrassing and humiliating for me. If you hadn't figured it out by now, I kind of like being embarrassed and humiliated. I enjoyed it so much more with you, because you gave some thought to that and made it better for me. And I really want that to happen again. I will never push you to do anything, but God I hope that you will with me. That you will shame me again. The fact that the people are so much younger too is a turn on for me. I know it's stupid but its how I feel. I don't want to cause any problems with you and Mike, but I want us to continue on."

"I'll have to think on that."

She gave me a smile.

"Are your nipples erect?"

"Yes."

"I'm ashamed to admit it, but so are mine. Here I am, a married woman, being seen by younger people and I'm naked and my nipples get hard."

"It shouldn't be a surprise, Melody. If you look at it, it's an erotic situation. It might not be want you want for yourself in a way, but it is erotic."

"I shouldn't be feeling like this though. I'd like it to be clinical, like it is no big deal, but it is a big deal. I can't say that I like it or that I enjoy it, but my nipples still got hard. So in some way, maybe I am liking it and that is so not me."

"Don't try to analyze it, Melody. I tried to for myself and all I can tell you is that I get so confused with my feelings. I am so embarrassed, but I get horny at the same time. It doesn't make sense but that is what happens. Neither you nor I should want this but it does something to me. I can't speak for you, but perhaps you are feeling some of the same things that I am."

"Are you saying that I might be enjoying this?"

"I don't know Melody. Maybe. If you weren't enjoying it, why are your nipples hard?"

"I don't understand it. I shouldn't be getting excited. I should just be ashamed."

"That's exactly how I feel too. I should just be ashamed, embarrassed, humiliated and I am, but I also get horny Melody. That's why everything confuses me so. That's why you are confused too. Everything we've been taught since we were children tells us that this is wrong. We've been taught to keep our clothes on unless we are with someone we love. That we shouldn't enjoy being naked in front of people. But I do enjoy it."

"I don't."

"Rationally you don't, but not everything is rational."

She turned her head and looked out the suite window. She shook her head and her left hand closed over her left breast and squeezed. She moaned. I watched her take her left nipple between her thumb and forefinger and pinch it. She moaned again.

"I am so screwed up!"

"No, you're horny. Just like me."

Melody lowered her hand, thankfully, because as I said that the door opened and in walked Diane, Daniels and four strangers. We both looked at the door and both of us turned red all over again.