by tristantrotsky
I enjoyed your story but I am still waiting for the answer to your dilemma because I know it can be a real dilemma. I am only a Cocksucker that lives my life as a.straight man and don't want anyone to find out what I do. I would like to find a man I could suck on a regular basis, but the men I like sucking the most have been married and have trouble getting away often enough to satisfy my hunger for cum. And yes cum is addictive.
Loyalty or being a true lover of friend does not appear to interest you.
Ditto for the married guy.
Ditto for Trevor.
You have a lover with a small cock and it's just not enough.
It's not a matter of being happy with these fellows, it's finding a way to be happy with yourself.
Dump all of them and go online. Find a gay-poly situation that fits what you want.
Variety and the right self-imposed strings!
Dilemma 1 Tell the guy that you will be with him when he can meet, but that you have needs that must be met. He should understand this. Go get that you need, you need to be happy.
Dilemma 2 Good sex is hard to find if Trevor makes you happy ,GO FOR IT. No need to tell Simmon.
Dilemma 3 Dump the small cock, he can not give you what you need most.
The most important thing is for you enjoy yourself and be satisfied.
Thank you so very much for all your kind and considerate comments and suggestions. Each and every one of them is appreciated...