How I Became a Breeding Bull Ch. 11

"Another couple wanted to do about the same thing you're doing, a fuck exchange done on the ferry. I fucked a waitress named Janine, after Laura told everyone in the lodge restaurant that I had no trouble satisfying four women and if anyone else wanted to try me out, they were welcome to try, if they didn't mind having another woman in bed with them. Oops, I forgot another one, Denise, a neighbor of Laura's who can't find out Laura is having sex with other men because she's a gossip, so I dated and fucked her, with Becca's and Sharon's connivance, to throw her off the scent, so she'd make ten.

"So I ask a lot of women for sex, and the women I'm with, kind of help convince other women they should have sex with me."

"Why are you back with Brick if he cheated on you during your marriage?" Cheryl asked Jeri.

"I'm a glutton for punishment." Seeing their confusion, she added, "He asked for help with Laura's husband, and I still have feelings for the bastard, and he is the best lover I ever had."

"See that," I said. "Even though Jeri called me a bastard, she also said I'm the best lover she ever had. Doesn't that make you even more curious to see what I'm like?"

"Yeah, it really does," Cheryl admitted.

"That's how I can end up fucking ten women in a week."

"Why does Laura's husband need help?" Jacob asked.

"We told you he likes to watch Laura have sex. He likes to watch more than have sex himself. I don't feel that's healthy for his marriage. I'd like to strengthen their relationship, not tear it down. For one thing, they're better suited in most ways, to each other, certainly not to me. So while I'm willing to indulge his fetish a little, I don't want it to replace what he already has with his wife."

"Why haven't you moved on from Laura?" Jacob asked.

"My husband can't have children. Brick is going to father a child for us. I'm becoming fertile this week."

"I hope he fathered a child for me as well," Lily said, "since my fucking husband was snipped two years ago so he could fuck some other bimbo."

Cheryl and Jacob looked at each other, hope in their eyes. Both Jeri and I noticed it.

"You're fathering children for other people?" Jacob asked.

"Yes," I said cautiously, "under certain circumstances. Why are you asking?"

"I can't father any children," Jacob said.

"How do you know and why not?" I asked.

"Doctor told me. One of my testicles didn't descend when I was a kid. I injured the other one in a construction accident. The reason your balls are outside your body, is sperm needs cooler temperatures to be produced. The inside of the body is too hot. So they hang outside of your body to work properly. With the one broken, and the other one damaged, I can't produce viable sperm."

"Can't they operate on the one stuck inside?" Laura asked. "Bring it outside the body?"

"They say they can't, not as an adult. Perhaps if it was caught early enough when I was just a child and my parents could have afforded the surgery."

"Sir, you have to help them," Laura said. "This fits in with your plan."

"What plan?" Cheryl asked.

"Once I realized I was not made for marriage, and would make a lousy father figure, I didn't think I'd ever have a child. Once Laura's situation was disclosed, I thought it possible I could have children, while helping out people who can't. I'd provide stud services to families who couldn't have a child because of a male issue, or in the case of other men with a cuckold fetish like Laura's husband, have sex with the wife and give her a child to satisfy the hotwife/cuckold fetish. I'd want to do this for stable marriages where the children would be raised in a good environment. I was starting to worry about the stability of Laura's marriage, which is why her husband is getting treatment."

"Would we have to pay for these services?"

"I don't need money. Brick is my nickname. My real name is Bryce Harmon."

"THAT Bryce Harmon?" Jacob asked.

"Yeah, the one and only."

"How would it work?" Cheryl asked.

"It would vary from person to person. For Laura and her husband, because of his cuckold fetish, and feelings of inferiority, he agreed that I could take his place in his marital bed, while he took the spare bedroom. For people who only had a fertility problem, I'd try to work around what they wanted. Whether or not the husband wanted to see his wife bred or not. If he didn't, I was thinking of taking the wife to a hotel during her ovulation and keeping her for a few days and pumping as much sperm into her as fast as possible, then return her to her husband and let them get on with their life. If they wanted to share in the experience of breeding, engage in sex as a threesome, or at least, with him there to watch."

"You don't mean fucking between the men, do you?" Jacob asked.

"Nope, not into gay sex. I was thinking of double penetrations or spit roasting. Just that they be there and participate in the sex acts with the woman, however they wanted to, so they felt like a part of the act of procreation."

"How do we get signed up for your services?" Cheryl asked.

"You both need to be medically cleared free of sexually transmitted diseases. Since I'm having sex with different women who I don't want to give a nasty surprise to, we've all been medically cleared. And, I have a contract that lays the specifics of what I just told you. No interference in the child raising, not identifying my paternity, that sort of thing. That's it, really, then you tell me what you want and I'll try to accommodate you."

"Would it need to be recent?" Jacob asked. "When we first realized we weren't conceiving a child, we had all kinds of tests. That was about four years ago. We were clean then, and we haven't had any sexual partners but each other since high school."

"IVF treatments are so damn expensive," Cheryl said, "and I'd still be having some other man's child. We were kind of looking at tonight's 'adventure' to explore the idea of letting some other man fuck me and knock me up. Testing the waters, so to speak. I think our inability to have a kid might be part of the restlessness we've both been experiencing. It just kind of cropped up and when it looked like I wouldn't be the only one fucking someone else, it kind of pushed us to give it a try. We've never done anything like this before, and you were insisting on condoms, so it felt safe."

"I'd feel better if it were recent. I'm even meeting another couple tomorrow. I'd be willing to pay for your testing. My urologist can give you like a two day turnaround. When are you most likely to be fertile again?

"I started my period three days ago, so what, nine or ten days from now, roughly?" Cheryl said.

"If you're on a 28 day cycle," Jeri said, "that's about right.

"That gives you plenty of time to get the testing done." I gave them my urologists phone number. "I'll let him know to expect your call. That raises the question of whether you want to go forward tonight, or you'd rather wait until you're doing it for real and and with a purpose?"

"You wouldn't mind if we cancelled out tonight," Jacob said. "You buying dinner and all, and knowing you were expecting sex?"

"Sex should always be voluntary. If you're not ready and want to wait, I've got no problem with waiting. Think about how you want to do it. Just Cheryl, both of you, make it like a three day blowout, pump that baby batter in. Let me know."

Cheryl put her hand over mine. "Thank you, Brick. I think you've answered a prayer for us." She leaned over and kissed my cheek.

Jeri said, "Brick Harmon, turning down sex. Will wonders never cease."

Pretty much the whole table laughed at that.

"Guess I'm stuck at nine this week."

"Sometimes, you're not as much of a bastard as I think you are," Jeri said. "You can fuck me tonight to make up for missing out on Cheryl. I promise to scream as much as she would have."

Cheryl said to Jacob, "Would it bother you if I tell you I'm really looking forward to Brick breeding me?"

"Maybe I can get some pointers."

"Well," Laura said, "Sir licks pussy like a girl, but I'm not sure there's much in the way of pointers for a thick prick and being able to fuck for an hour or longer without cumming."

"Amen," Jeri said.

Lily said, "Jacob, it sounds like you have to step up your game or your wife will turn into another Brick slut. You need to fuck her at least once a day and ensure she has at least three orgasms every time until she's fertile. Maybe she won't forget you after he shafts her."

"I swear my cheering section gets me laid more often than I do."

"Are you guys being serious?" Jacob asked.

"Honey, be glad sex isn't all that makes up a marriage, and Brick is not the marrying kind," Jeri said. "I swear half of the marriages in Washington would end up in divorce if we let him loose on an unsuspecting population."

"Stop it. You're scaring the poor guy. You're going from trying to get me laid, to getting me unlaid."

"Deal with it. So, Jacob, what's it like when a guy with a beard like yours buries it between a girls thighs?" Jeri asked. "Or maybe I should be asking Cheryl."

"Scratchy, but nice," Cheryl said, laughing.

You get the picture. So this was how I eventually ended up with baby number three, a story to come.

******

We got back to the house, and I interrupted Roxanne getting plowed by Phillip, his hips energetically stabbing his cock back and forth like a sewing machine.

"Sorry, Roxanne, but could you give me a few minutes time when you're done here?"

"Sure," she panted.

Phillip slowed down, looking to see if Laura was there with another man. That had been the purpose of our dinner, after all. Roxanne slapped his face lightly.

"Pay attention to your fucking Mistress, bitch boy."

We went to the Master bedroom, where we all undressed except for Laura, who'd stripped immediately upon entering the house.

"Laura, since this is Lily's last night here, and I need to talk to Jeri, and you're not fertile until tomorrow sometime, I'm going to spend the night with those two. Roxanne will decide what to do with you."

"Yes, sir."

"Before I settle in for my last good fucking," Lily said, "I'm going to pack up all my things, so all I have to do tomorrow is throw my luggage in the new SUV, and go. It will give you time to talk to Jeri." She started gathering up her things.

I pulled Jeri down into the bed with me.

"You were damn near civil tonight," I said. "Thank you."

She kissed me. "I said I'd try. This is me, trying."

"Why don't you tell me what you found out about cuckolds today, while I get you warmed up." I started stroking her.

"If you touched my cunt, you'd see I'm already warmed up. Have been for two hours, but okay. I started out talking to a person who goes by the name of Doctor 36, who describes himself and runs a website as 'The Cuckold Consultant'. He is a willing cuckold himself, and understands his own nature as a cuckold. He generally does not include unknowing cuckolds in his descriptions of cuckolds. Those are merely cheating, adulterous relationships. It does include what were previously known as Wittols, men who are aware of and approving of his partners extramarital sexual relationships. It doesn't include cuckqueans, because they have their own definition.

"To him, Cuckoldry is a unique D/s relationship that requires an immense amount of trust and vulnerability to openly explore fear and jealousy--because emotions are the most dangerous toys in BDSM, more dangerous than whips, paddles and bondage, because mental pain is as real as physical pain, and easier to misuse. He says 1) a cuckold is a submissive man (or man with a submissive side), to differentiate from a stag/vixen relationship, because there aren't BDSM elements of submission and humiliation in those relationships... 2) who derives masochistic, erotic pleasure...usually in the form of shame, humiliation and angst...3) from his female partner having sex with another man.

"The line between officially being able to call oneself a "cuckold" without having any qualifiers is drawn at sexual intercourse. If a man's female partner has a sexual encounter with another man but this sexual encounter does not include sexual intercourse, he would not be a full-fledged "cuckold" according to this definition.

"While similar elements can exist in gay and lesbian relationships, he hasn't really researched those things, but he does feel a substantial difference between those relationships and heterosexual ones, is there is less of a BDSM, submissive element in those relationships, than in heterosexual ones. Also, heterosexual couples more frequently fantasize about interracial and BDSM elements. There is an element of racial bias, the big, black, cock element, in most white cuckold fantasies. While you're not black, you certainly have the big cock element going for you, plus, Phillip doesn't have to worry about Laura having a black child, which might be mortifying for him, based upon his status in society.

"Doctor 36 became a cuckold consultant because he had fantasies of his wife fucking other men and had difficulty convincing her to have sex with other men, which left him frustrated and unsatisfied. He said becoming a willing cuckold challenged his relationship, both in getting his wife to accept his fantasies, but also challenging their connection, their honesty, their communication skills, their boundaries, their ideas of what love was and is. But ultimately, they enjoyed it and it was successful for both of them. What made it successful for them was communication, trust, their intimacy bond, their commitment to each other, their enjoyment of the pleasure they derived from exploring it, and their desire to grow both individually and as a couple.

"In talking about cuckoldry specifically, and not hotwifing, he believes the most erotic aspect for the majority of cuckolds would be what is commonly known as the angst that stems from not being in control. This was not from conjecture on his part, but what people have reported to him on his website.

"He said the feeling of cuckold angst is very hard to describe, just like happiness is hard to describe. You can definitely say it's a feeling of being anxious due to not knowing what might happen, and not being in control, but it's still insufficient. Instead of leaving it with imperfect definitions, he thinks you can indirectly covey the experience.

"The first is a quote from the movie, 'Two For The Money' with Al Pacino and Matthew McConaughey. Pacino talks about the experience of gambling and gambling addiction. He says: 'You know, the best part of the best drug in the world isn't the high. It's the moment just before you take it. The dice are dancing on the table. Between now and the time they stop, that's the greatest high in the world.'

"For a lot of cuckolds he talks to, and himself, the best part of the experience isn't when someone is fucking your female partner; it's everything leading up to that moment. It's the texting, talking, and planning she does with her lover, the buying and anticipation of wearing new lingerie for her lover, getting ready before she goes out for the night. And that angst is magnified even more by knowing you have zero control over what could happen. You are left waiting to imagine what could happen, what might happen, and eventually, what most likely is happening. That feeling...that is the cuckold's angst.

"The second indirect way of explaining the angst was something he saved from a cuckold forum. The poster was talking about what appealed to him about cuckolding, and here's what he said: 'Great works of art are very important and special in our lives because they unsettle us.' Dr. 36 says it's the same with these cuckolding experiences. The reason why they want to be cuckolded is because it unsettles them. It shakes up their hum-drum lives. Of course, one has to be sure they are able to take this unsettling, but being unsettled is far from being a bad thing or a bad experience. The cuckold has answered the following question for himself - Do I want to 'lead a humdrum and predictable sexual life or, lead a sexual life that is exciting because it is unsettling'. To return to art again, he said great art destroys us because it de-familiarizes our lives and the universe when we look at it. It lift us out of the daily drudge.

"He further says, 'Cuckolding, if lived positively, can be a very ecstatic experience, one bordering on the mystical, though he warns that neither great art nor cuckolding are for the faint of heart. Notice the words used, unsettling/unsettled, being destroyed, de-familiarizing. Experiencing the angst of a cuckold grabs a man by the throat, turns his stomach into knots, and makes him feel an almost intoxicating dizziness in his head. But you also find yourself totally in the moment, feeling everything, feeling something different, something poignant, new and real. The angst is knowing no matter how much you want to do something to control the experience, you know deep down inside, you no longer can. The dice are already dancing on the table, and you don't know where they will fall.

"The third way of describing cuckold angst is from an accounting of a conversation one cuckold is having with his wife while she's getting dressed and ready to leave, knowing his wife was going out on a date. She tells him, "I need you to know that tonight I'm probably going to spend the night with him."

It sinks into him. He responds, "Really," his voice shaking.

She is very sweet in her response, but very sure of herself. She says, "Not probably." And now he knows with certainty, she's not returning tonight. He's frightened, insecure, wondering what his life will be from that moment on.

She adds, "I'm going to cuckold you tonight."

He's suddenly panicked and tells her he's having second thoughts about the whole thing, and maybe they should wait longer before she's with another man.

She tells him, "Aw, I know. But we talked about this, remember?"

He's rubbing her feet and picturing her with her legs wrapped around her lovers waist, pressing her heels, the feet he's rubbing, into his back as he fucks her. He sighs and starts to say, "But..."

"Sweetie," she said gently. "I'm sorry you're having second thoughts. But I'm not really asking your permission." He's swallowing, befuddled, bewildered, panicked. "This is going to happen," she said definitively.

That was the moment the writer realized that he was no longer in control. That was the moment he realized he was going to be cuckolded for real. And there was nothing he could do to stop it from happening."

Jeri paused for a moment. "So much of this helps me to understand Phillip more, and even how I felt when I was both aroused and humiliated watching you have sex with Laura."

"I can see that. I'm sure there are lots of reasons for cuckolds to be aroused. Does he say what causes it?" I asked.

"Dr. 36 believes cuckolding is tied into evolutionary psychology and biology. That practically every man alive becomes sexually aroused at the sight of seeing a man and a woman have sex. It's why pornography exists, and is ninety percent directed at males. Very few people have asked themselves why this is true. The simple answer is because men who were biologically wired to respond with sexual arousal at the site of another man and woman having sex, would in turn look to have sex with the closest woman he could find. Including, perhaps, the same woman he just saw having sex. Those men would have a higher chance of having their genes passed down the evolutionary chain, if not for the mere fact that they're going to be having sex more frequently than men who were not wired to respond with sexual arousal at the sight of another man and woman having sex.