My Voyage of Submission Ch. 10

I smiled. "Very well. I won't make you ask in front of the others. We'll have sex tonight and I'll make you feel as good as I can. If you want to change your mind, you can. This is your decision."

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I went and showered. Might as well be clean before having sex with Hibbah. I found another pair of panties and got dressed. We worked for a while longer on her English and went to supper.

Ben and Marian were there, but not Johanna. Sherry was there without Manuel. Someone needed to keep an eye on Johanna, I suppose.

"Sahar almost made it through Hogan's Alley with the rifle on her first go around," Edgar reported. "She started working with Roberta on hand-to-hand combat this afternoon."

"Congratulations, Sahar. Very good for someone who's never handled a weapon before?" Ethan said. "I'm impressed."

"You be impressed when I go through like you, not before."

"Ooh, a challenge. Good."

"You thinking of making a bet, Ethan?" I asked innocently.

"No, no more bets. I think I've learned my lesson, finally."

The crew all laughed, the others not getting the joke.

"How is Johanna doing, Marian?" I asked.

"Not too good," she replied. "She's barely eaten and all she wants to do is sleep. She hasn't even gotten up to see her room yet."

"What she went through was pretty traumatic. I'm not too surprised she's having difficulty coping," I said. "I'll speak to her after supper."

"I will go too," Sahar said. "See how pretty girl is doing."

I nodded. "I will come too," Hibbah said. I squeezed her hand.

Before I left the dinner table, I whispered to Master that Hibbah said she was ready for sex with me.

"Do you need permission to cum?"

"Not tonight. I'll only go halfway with her tonight, but perhaps tomorrow?"

"I'll think about it."

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The three of us went to sick bay to see Johanna after dinner, accompanied by her parents and Sherry. There was a plate of picked at food beside her. She was lying on her side staring at nothing. She looked up when we came in, then resumed her distant stare.

"Hello, Johanna," I said. "How are you feeling?"

"How do you think I feel?"

"I think you feel horrible, but you still need to eat and get up and move around. Everyone is worried about you."

Johanna turned to her back and braced herself on her elbows. "You know what happened to me, right? I was raped for over twelve hours by a bunch of sadistic bastards. Over twelve fucking hours, one cock after the other, in my cunt, my ass, my mouth, over and over again."

Sahar slapped her across the face, not hard, but enough to jolt her. "Grow up, pretty girl. You fucked a day! Try four years."

It was so sudden, nobody had time to react, but Sherry and Manuel moved towards Sahar, as did her parents. "Get back," Sahar warned, pulling her knife out. I grabbed for Ben and Marian, pushing back against them.

"Let's put pretty girl out of her fucking misery."

"No!" Marian shouted, and Ben pushed against me again. Johanna shrunk back.

"Bad men hurt you, pretty girl. Fuck you all night. Take a lot from you. You know what they left you?"

Johanna was stunned. She stammered, "Wh-what?"

"They left you your life. They left you parents who love you, a home to go to, but what they left you, you want to give to them. You want to give them the rest of your life. Don't give to them what they didn't take. They don't deserve it. Keep it for yourself. Use it well, don't let them win. Grow up, pretty girl."

She put her knife away and stalked off, Johanna staring after her.

"Who was that?" Johanna said, rubbing her face, Sahar's handprint on it.

"That was Sahar," I replied, "a slave for four years, freed a couple weeks ago. She did give you a very good piece of advice, though I was shocked at how she did it. Don't give the men who raped you the rest of your life. You have so much more you need to do with it. I'm sorry. We're all sorry. And if you want to feel sorry for yourself, that's to be expected, but get up, eat, be with your parents. Don't let yourself die inside."

I left with Hibbah, Sherry and Manuel immediately checking on their patient. Johanna was still staring at the door where Sahar had disappeared.

"Would you like to sit in the spa, Hibbah?" I said.

"I not have bathing clothes, Beth."

"I know. But what Western women wear for bathing would be considered indecent by Muslim women anyway, so let's go naked. I'll have Master declare the spa off limits for anyone but women so you don't need to worry about men seeing you, and we'll be under the water most of the time anyway."

"Does sound nice. Long time since bath."

"I think so, too."

I stopped by Master's cabin and asked if he'd make an announcement making the dining room spa off limits to men for the evening. The men could use the upper spa if they wanted.

"Why?"

"Because anything we had to wear would be scandalous for Muslim women anyway, so we're going to wear nothing, sir. Did you hear what Sahar did in sick bay?"

"Manuel just called."

"While not necessarily agreeing with her methods, sir, it was something Johanna needed to hear."

"Apparently so. Manuel says she's eating."

"Good news, Master."

"Very good news indeed." He made the ship announcement making the sun deck spa off limits for males and told them to use deck two spa if they needed to.

He looked at Hibbah, standing shyly beside me.

"You have my permission."

"Yes, Master. Thank you."

I went with Hibbah to our room to get big bath robes and we went to the spa, got towels and shed our clothes, sliding into the water.

"Have I told you that you have a beautiful body, Hibbah?" I asked as we settled into the water.

"Do I?"

"Very much so. I shall enjoy having sex with you tonight."

Hibbah looked down, but with a smile on her face. A short time later, Hannah and Angelique joined us, stripping off and sinking into the water with us. A few minutes later, Kelly came over, removed her clothes and got in the water, greeting us. Then it was Maahnoor and Ateefah, with Farah. They shyly removed their clothing and got in, sitting beside Hibbah, giggling.

Johanna came over to the spa with her mother.

"Hey, you're up," I said. "You should get in with us. The hot water and bubbles will help your bruises immensely."

"I don't have a bathing suit."

I stood up, showing I was naked. "Neither do we, it's why this is off limits to the guys tonight. Come in."

"Could someone show me where Sahar's room is first."

"What you want, pretty girl?" Sahar said. I turned and she was behind me, stripping off.

"I wanted to thank you," Johanna said.

"You thank me by getting better," Sahar said, smiling. "Pretty girl should smile, look much better when she smile."

Johanna smiled. "See? Just like I say. Much more pretty." Sahar slipped into the water on my left, sinking down to her neck. "You come in, water nice and hot, feel good."

Johanna looked at Marian, then removed her hospital gown, saying, "It doesn't cover my ass anyway."

Marian quickly followed her.

"Welcome back to the land of the living," I said. "It's good to have you join us."

"It's good to be back."

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Hibbah joined me in my bed again that night, not to sleep, though we eventually did. I gave her much pleasure, using my mouth, five lovely orgasms which had her stifling her cries to keep from being heard. She offered to do the same for me.

"Tonight was for you," I said. "Half the sin. If you want all of the sin, we can do more tomorrow."

We cuddled and one of my hands cupped her mound while the other stroked her cheek.

"Beth?"

"What Hibbah?"

"Watching you and Master have sex, makes me believe I could be with a man again. Not soon, but someday."

"I would like that for you. With the right man."

I kissed her and she kissed me back, hot wet kisses. Two fingers slid inside her dampness in response. She moaned breathily, arching her sex against my hand. I lowered my head to find a hard, puckered nipple, sucking it while my fingers found her g-spot. She gasped, thrusting against me. I made her cum again, then sucked my fingers clean.

"Goodnight, Hibbah," I whispered shortly after her orgasmic contractions ended.

She was already asleep. I smiled and followed her to dreamland.

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