Susan's Firsts

My name is Susan Maguire and I just got talked into telling my life story...well the last bit of my life so far. My friend who talked me into this said that he thought my story was incredibly interesting and that it would be worth sharing. I'm not too sure how interesting it is as opposed to unusual, but here goes.

Prior to my senior year in high school I was a model student and a good girl. Good in that I was still a virgin, never drank alcohol and had never been in any kind of trouble. I had a permanent place on the honor roll every term and was a pretty good bet to be named valedictorian for my class. I had lots of friends and was popular with many different groups of students.

However, at the beginning of the summer after my junior year, my world crumbled around me when my parents announced that we would be moving to Los Angeles in mid-July. I begged and pleaded with them to allow me to stay behind in Chicago to complete my public education with my friends, but my pleas fell on deaf ears as my parents didn't want their only child to be separated from them by so many miles and for such a long time.

Before this announcement I had had a very good relationship with my folks. Despite the fact that they both worked long hours, they both doted on me whenever we were together and they made me feel loved and cared for. But this whole move thing radically changed the dynamic in our family as I became more and more sullen as our move date approached. I overheard my parents talking about me one night and they were both convinced that I would come around eventually...I was going to prove them wrong!

A week before we were to move, I packed up my belongings and bade farewell to my friends with promises to stay in touch. All of our belongings were packed into a moving van and sent on their way while the three of us followed the old Route 66to LA. Upon our arrival we headed towards our new house which was located in Beverly Hills of all places.

Our house in Wilmette, in the Chicago area, was pretty large, but was nothing compared to the place in LA. My Mom just loved it as we walked through amongst all of the boxes that arrived a few days before us. I had a choice of bedrooms on the second floor, so I chose the one furthest from my parents. It took us about a week to get all moved in. I had continued my surly teenager persona for a short while until my parents began their jobs.

After they began working I rarely saw them. My Dad was an executive vice president for a major corporation that he had been working for, for years and my Mom landed a position with a real estate company. So, for the most part I was left alone to spend my days in our pool, working on my tan and texting with my friends back home. My parents, generally, arrived home around 9pm after having left in the morning at 8am and they even worked most weekends. Since they were on my shit list their hours were fine with me.

The shit really hit the fan when my 18^th birthday came and went on the 15^th of August. It took them over two weeks to realize they had missed it. When they sheepishly apologized for their mistake, I made sure to throw in their faces how they wanted me to be with them instead of Chicago so we could remain close. If our relationship was strained before, it was now absolutely Arctic! I went days without uttering a single word to them while giving them my best glares all of which got me nothing.

Once school started I was happy because it gave me something to keep me busy so I wouldn't dwell on my horrible relationship with my parents. However, a new issue arose for me. In Chicago I had a multitude of friends, but here I was just a new kid trying to fit in with established friend groups. I tried hard to infiltrate several groups with no success, so I just concentrated on my studies and how I was going to exact my revenge on my parents.

About midway through the school year I discovered something that changed my life...the alternative press! I was in the school library during one of my open hours and found a copy of the LA Barb. I'd never seen such a paper before. It was full of bizarre articles about things happening in LA and seemed pretty radical to my inexperienced eye. However, the portion that caught my eye was the last several pages that was chock full of personal ads, strip club ads, escort services and ads for pornography studios looking for actors.

As I went through the ads a plan began forming in my mind and I wondered how much I could get paid to lose my virginity on a porn film. As I mentioned earlier, I was a good girl because my Mom would tell me stories about how all of the boys in school were only after one thing and once they get it they'll move on to their next conquest. My mother's admonitions were verified by the many tales of woe I heard from girls in the locker room. Now, however, I was ready to put my 'good girl' persona behind me and become a bad girl...a very bad girl.

When I got home from school, I went to my room, fired up my laptop and began looking at porn for the first time in my life. As I delved deeper and deeper into the world of pornography, I was amazed by all the different ways a person could have sex. In my naïve little world, I was only aware of coitus between a man and woman in the missionary position. Little did I know that a man and a woman could have coitus in a myriad number of ways including having sex in other holes other than the vagina. Plus, there was sex with women!

I must have watched porn scenes for close to five hours and was amazed by the spectacle. It was actually making me horny, so I masturbated for only about the tenth time in my life. I was stunned by the vast differences in penis size I saw and I couldn't believe that women could accommodate the really big ones in their asses and down their throats. I had also noticed that most of the women had shaved their pubic hair completely off while others had small bits of hair above their vulvas.

After I had had about 5 orgasms, I decided to take a shower and then eat some dinner so I could be finished before my parents got home. As the shower warmed up, I checked myself out in the mirror and decided I looked better than most of the women online. I had had a growth spurt midway through my junior year and developed sizable breasts much like my mother's. I had a slim waist and nice hips which contributed to my hourglass figure. My brunette hair, which I kept quite short, matched my pubic hair that I trimmed so it wouldn't peek out from my bikini.

After my shower, I went downstairs and threw together a salad for dinner and ate it upstairs while I researched the porn world a little longer. As I ate and watched more scenes, I came up with what I thought would get me the most money. I would sell myself to the highest bidder and would surrender my vaginal, oral and anal virginities. I decided that I wouldn't accept anything under $50,000 for my virginity and nothing less than $100,000 for all three virginities.

Over the next several days I took pictures of myself in various poses clothed and naked. I then took the five best pictures and put together my proposal for a package deal with my virginity and then mailed it out to all of the porn houses in the 'Barb' and several others I discovered while online. I had stipulated that I was open to being inspected by a doctor of their choice to verify my virginity before signing any contracts.

Within a week I received reply emails from nearly all the porn studios I had written to. Three of them were very 'intrigued' by my idea and wanted to discuss things further, which I read as wanting to negotiate a lower price. Both of my parents were sales people when you got down to the nitty gritty of their jobs and had always been sales people and I learned a lot from them and intended to use that knowledge to my advantage.

The three interested parties wanted me to come to their studios for interviews, so I told them it would have to be over the weekend because I was still in high school. I think that knowledge made me even more valuable in their eyes. I drove to two of the studios on Saturday and one on Sunday. Each interview was the same; I was told about how large their viewership was, the quality of their scenes and how they really wanted me. I was told to strip so they could see me in person, they took some photos and a video for evaluation and then had a doctor verify that I was, in fact, intact.

On Tuesday I heard back from all three studios with one offering $40,000 and the other two offering my threshold of $50,000 for each shoot. I wrote back to all of them and said that I might look a little farther afield to see if I could get a little more. That did the trick as first on studio offered $60,000 and when I informed the others, their offers jumped another $10,000. Finally, when the dust had cleared, the winning offer was $200,000 for two scenes with an option for more. It was decided that shooting would begin after school had finished for the year.

As graduation approached I was in contact with my friends in Chicago and they lamented about me not being there with them. They asked if I was going to attend graduation at my new school and my reply was, "Why should I? I know nobody and my parents probably wouldn't attend." As it turned out my parents asked when graduation was two weeks after the fact.

I was looking forward to my first shoot and had come up with the stage name of Suzy Sweet. When I told the studio, they thought it was a perfect name. I drove to the studio the day before my first shoot in order to sign contracts and discuss how the shoots would progress. It was decided that my first ones would be done in the 'casting couch' format. I would be interviewed by a woman who would ask me questions about why I decided to get into porn and other questions about my motivations, etc. After the interview, I would masturbate, suck my first cock and then get fucked for the first time. The second shoot would have me suck a cock, get fucked vaginally again and then would get fucked in the ass after another, but shorter, interview. After the second scene, we would see how the first two were received and then negotiate for more scenes.

The next day, I drove back to the studio ready to make my first porn movie. I was ushered into a make-up room where I had my face done. It was decided that they would keep my make-up down to minimum to keep my cute naïve girl look. They did put some false eyelashes on me, but other than that I looked pretty normal.

Next, I was taken to a set that looked like an office, but instead of chairs in front of a desk there was a large fainting couch/divan type thing. It was much wider than your standard fainting couch and was covered in black Naugahyde. I was instructed to sit in the middle of the couch and face the desk. Moments later a woman walked up to me, shook my hand and said, "I'm Robin and it's nice to meet you." I returned her greeting and then she asked, "So, are you ready to lose your virginity? I have to say, I think you're very brave for doing it this way." Robin then took her seat behind the desk as two men with cameras came in and took their positions. It looked like it was game time!

Another man walked in front of one of the cameras with one of those 'clacker things' said, "Suzy Sweet loses her virginity, take one." He made the black and white flag snap down and got out of the way.

"So, Suzy Sweet, you're an 18-year-old virgin and have decided to lose your cherry on a porn set. That is an interesting choice, tell us how you came to this decision."

"Well Robin, up until last August I was a good girl in the Chicago area looking forward to my senior year in high school and all of the things that come with that; school dances, prom and graduation with all of my friends. I even thought I had an outside chance of being class valedictorian. But, my parents messed that up by taking jobs out here where I knew nobody. My parents work huge hours so I never see them and they even missed my 18^th birthday by two weeks. I just got angrier and angrier as the year proceeded and decided I needed a way to wreak revenge on my parents. When I saw ads for porn actresses in the alternative press I decided that having me lose my virginity for all the world to see should humiliate them sufficiently. So, I sent pictures of myself and my proposed plan to all of the local porn houses and went with the highest bidder, which was you guys."

Robin smiled and said, "Wow, that's quite a story. Remind me to never piss you off!" We both laughed. "Apparently you're not just a vaginal virgin."

I smiled and said, "I'm an everything virgin! So, today I will suck my first cock and then have sex for the first time. On my next shoot I will be losing my anal cherry and I hope to make many more videos with more of my firsts."

"What do you mean?"

"Oh god, there are DP's, gangbangs, interracial scenes and scenes with a woman to mention a few."

"Well, we can't wait to see you experience all of your firsts. So, why don't you strip for us and let everyone see your fantastic body."

I smiled and said, "Sure." I began to slowly peel off my clothes until I was naked. I was pretty wet in anticipation and was loving exposing myself.

After I was naked and the camera guys were able to film me at every angle, Robin said, "Well, you are very lovely. Why don't you lay back and masturbate for us?" I sat down on the couch, leaned back and began stroking myself. I was so turned on that I had a nice climax after only about 5 minutes. When I had calmed down, Robin said, "That was fun. I want first dibs on you when you do your first girl/girl scene! You have the sweetest looking pussy I have ever seen. So, I think it's time for you to meet the man who will be taking your cherry today."

At this time a well-muscled, tall man entered the area with, what seemed to me, a very large penis dangling between his legs. He walked up to me, pulled me into a hug and said, "I'm Jake Jones and I'm the lucky man who gets to be your first."

As I pulled away from him, I couldn't help but think that I was the lucky one; the guy was a regular Adonis! "Hi, I'm Suzy Sweet and yes, you'll be my first. I'm really excited and a little nervous."

Jake chuckled and said, "Everyone gets excited and nervous their first time. I just want you to know I'll take everything slow and easy with you. I'm yours to direct. Now I understand you have never given a blowjob, is that correct?"

I laughed and said, "Yes, that's correct. As a matter of fact, I have never even touched a penis before."

Jake smiled and said, "Well, what do you say, shall we start you on your way to being a sex goddess?"

With that I went down on my knees, reached out and took his manhood in my hands and gently stroked his length. As I stroked Jake got harder, longer and fatter. He was very impressive and I began to worry if I had bitten off more than I could chew and then giggled to myself at my pun. After a minute or two I leaned forward, extended my tongue and licked the head of his penis. There was a drop of fluid which tasted pretty neutral to a bit salty.

Next, I began licking up and down his length for a few moments and then took him into my mouth until I had about 3 or 4 inches. I had watched numerous porn scenes of women giving blowjobs so I wouldn't come off as totally lame. I began to emulate what I saw and began bobbing my head slowly up and down while swirling my tongue around the head. Apparently, I was doing something right because Jake moaned loudly. I looked up to see him looking down at me with a big smile on his face as he said, "Are you sure you've never done this before because if not you're a natural! Why don't you see how much you can take?"

Now I had seen videos of women taking the whole thing down their throats, so I thought I would take on Jake's challenge. I pressed forward, but only got another inch or so before I started gagging. I tried a couple of more times without getting any farther. Jake pulled himself from my mouth and said, "That was a good effort and a damn good blowjob for a first timer. How about we go for the main event now?"

I decided that that was a good idea and said, "Okay. So, I want my first time to be classic missionary, if that's alright?"

Jake hugged me and said, "It's your show, so I'll do whatever you want."

"Thanks, I'll just lie back and you do what you do."

As I lay back I spread my legs wide and tried to stave off hyperventilating by controlling my breathing. Jake knelt down on the end of the divan, but instead of moving up my body he buried his face in my vagina and began licking, sucking and nibbling all over. I couldn't help it, but moans of pleasure emanated from me as what Jake was doing was sending me to heaven. After several minutes I had a fantastic orgasm.

Finally, following my third climax with Jake eating me, he pulled me to the edge of the couch, spit on his hand and rubbed it on his erection and then placed it at my vaginal entrance. "It will hurt for a few minutes after your hymen is broken, but will feel good shortly thereafter. Are you ready?"

I really appreciated the time Jake took to explain things. I knew it would hurt at first and it was good to know that Jake knew what to expect. I looked him in the eyes, smiled and said, "Yeah, I'm ready...do it."

Jake gave one hard thrust and buried himself all of the way inside me. As he thrust one of the cameras was getting a close-up of the penetration while the other one was getting a shot of my face as I grimaced in pain. I was determined not to cry out and was proud of myself for managing not to. A couple of tears rolled down my cheeks with the sharp pain, but those and my grimace were the only signs of discomfort I showed. Jake, reached down and rubbed away the tears with his thumb as he kept still in my pussy. "You did really well, Suzy. When you're ready we will finish up, so let me know when I can start fucking you."

It only took a few minutes for the pain to ebb and for it to feel kind of good with Jake's cock buried in my pussy. When I decided I was ready, I said, "You can fuck me now, Jake." He smiled and slowly pulled out until just the head of his cock was still in me. The one camera man was still focusing on our genitals.

Jake said, "There's a bit of blood on me, so the world can see that you were, indeed, a virgin and are no more."

As Jake slowly slid in and out of me the pleasure I was experiencing was getting better and better as I thought to myself, 'I think I'm going to enjoy being a porn slut!' Jake then asked me, "How are you doing? Are you okay?"

I smiled up at him and said, "I'm loving this, so why don't you fuck me a little harder."

He was still at the end of the couch on his knees as he increased his tempo. He, also, reached down and began to stroke my clitoris. The combination of him fucking me while rubbing my clit was really working me up! I had never experienced anything that felt as good as I began moaning, "Oh my god, that feels so good!" Several minutes later I had my first orgasm during coitus, the first of many I was hoping, as I cried out, "OH MY GOD, I'M...I'M UUUNNNNGGGGHHH!"

As I was cumming, Jake, without missing a beat, pushed me up the divan, lay on top of me and began pounding into me like I had seen in countless porn scenes. His breathing was getting rougher as we both began sweating profusely. I was on the brink of climaxing again as Jake cried out, "I'M CUMMING!" He buried himself deep inside of me as I felt the fusillade of Jake's ejaculation stream into me. I ground my clit against his short pubic hair and managed to cum again myself.

We lay on the divan holding one another for several minutes when Jake whispered in my ear, "So, how was it?"

I whispered back, "It was sublime, thank you for being so great."