We all Start Somewhere

What the hell am I doing here? I say under my breath, as I stand at the bar. The dance music blaring, so loud as if to deter any conversation and just encourage the tactile approach.

I can feel a light film of sweat sticking to me as my heart thudded. My mind a heavy mix of thoughts, fears and fantasies as I tried to work out what might happen and what I would be happy to take part in.

A drink is placed in front of me and the barman nods over to a corner, where an older guy sat. So it had come to this.

This all started a couple of months previously. There I was, a fresh-faced lad, just out of school, starting my first job as an office junior in an insurance company, placed under the wing of an experienced member of staff. Paul had been with the company for close on twenty years and knew the work inside out.

For reasons known only to him, he decided to disclose that he was gay and that he had a husband. Maybe it was to make me feel safe, in case any gossips tried to frighten me about receiving his attention.

As it happened, we hit it off as pals, despite the age gap. I was a naive youngster who, I had to admit, was still a virgin and was curious about his relationship. Paul was in his mid 40's and always had a smart dress sense. Shaven-headed with a neat goatee, he had a thin frame and I couldn't help but imagine what he and his husband, Robbie got up to.

I plucked up the courage to ask one day, fully expecting his wrath but instead got quite the opposite. Paul described that he was the 'bottom' in the relationship, meaning Robbie got to fuck him. He did say they both enjoyed oral sex.

Despite myself, these revelations gave me a full erection, which I tried to hide. Not successfully though and Paul ribbed me for it. I remember getting home that niight and getting my cock out right away, beating it with a fervour I didnt recognise or understand.

Paul had detected the signs. He knew that this was a scratch I needed to itch. Every day my curiosity grew greater. My mind was full of the thought of hard cocks and I knew I was reaching a decision point.

Then everything fell apart. Paul announced he was leaving the work as he and his husband were emigrating to New Zealand. I made a fool of myself, asking for a one-off fling but he was loyal to his partner.

So now, here I was, standing in a gay bar, feeling like an awkward exhibit. The barman had recognised a newbie straight away.

"You got the right place, sir?" he asked in a friendly tone.

"I think so, just getting my bearings, thanks." I answered, trying to sound confident.

"Okay, my name is Andy and I'm here to serve you.....up to a point." He laughed at himself and winked.

"Nice to meet you Andy, I'm Martin and to be honest, I feel lost."

Andy nodded as if in understanding. "Don't worry, I'll do my best to see you alright..

Andy wasn't much older than I was and it crossed my mind if we would end up in the sack together.

"You're new, you'll be popular. Have you got age limits?"

The question surprised me though it shouldn't have.

"I've not really thought that much about it."

"So to start with, any guy with a pulse and a cock will do?" Again he laughed.

The use of the word 'cock' had me tingling.

That first drink was an invitation to join the guy at his table. The short walk from the bar seemed to take an eternity. The guy stood up, he was shorter than me, only 5'6" but was stocky. He must have been about Paul's age, which made it easier.

He proffered a hand and I shook it. It was a strong grip.

'Im Geoff." He announced, as if it should mean something to me.

At that point, my nerves were on tenterhooks. I was close to just turning and running out of this alien environment but I didn't. I decided to go with the flow.

As I told him my name, I could see him undress me with his eyes.

"Are you sure you're legal?" He asked doubtfully.

It was true that I looked younger than my years. I had such clear skin and naturally blonde hair that people often thought I was younger.

"This is your first time here, isn't it?" Geoff asked, already knowing my answer.

Geoff had me sit beside him and I was quite intoxicated by his cologne.

The noise of the music limited much chat and so his touching me did the talking.

His hand was softly caressing my knee and I had to admit my cock was reacting. His hand slowly moved up my inner thigh and I couldn't help but open my legs wider.

He used his palm to rub my crotch and I gasped.

Geoff took that as a sign and he planted his lips on mine. I instinctively pulled back but quickly went back for more. I wasn't sure if this was part of the plan but his touch and kiss had me so horny.

Geoff whispered to me "Come back to my place and fuck me."

So Geoff was a bottom just like Paul and I agreed eagerly. I knew who I would be thinking of when I fucked him.

It was a short walk back to his place but we managed to stop a couple of times for a kiss and a feel.

He had barely unlocked his door before we were all over each other. Clothes were discarded with gay abandon, until we were naked on his couch. I couldn't take my eyes off his hard cock. So long in my eyes and thick, I wanted to taste it.

Geoff read my mind. "Go ahead, lick it whilst you lube my hole."

My finger rubbed inside his arse, nervously and I tried to concentrate on his cock. I had never seen another man's hard cock before and I was spellbound. My tongue flicked out to the head and once I realised it wasn't going to bite me, I devoured the head. It was kind of spongy, compared to the hard meat below and I loved it.

A 100% straight guy was now sucking a cock and enjoying it. What was going on?

I now bobbed up and down on it. It was probably only 6 inches long but that was perfect for me. Geoff let out a squeaky "I'm gonna cum." I didn't know what to do, so carried on sucking. I hardly noticed the first spurt as it went straight down my throat, i tasted the second as it coated my tongue and the third I tried to swallow but a dribble escaped. Geoff hauled me up and started to kiss me, demanding his cum back.

My cock was so hard now and Geoff leant over the armchair and wiggled his ass at me.

"Come on babe, I'm going to make you a man."

My cock was about an inch longer than Geoff's but thinner.

I gripped his shoulders and pushed into his lubed hole. God, it felt good. Geoff moaned like a girl as I pumped his smooth ass. Oh too early, I realised I was going to cum and Geoff tightened around my cock as I shot my load like never before. Pictures of Paul flashed before my eyes and I knew he was responsible for this moment. Huh, who was I kidding?