You're Not a Serial Rapist Ch. 03

I entered her in one stroke, "I'm not going to last."

"I don't care. Just cum for me. Let me feel you cum."

Thirty seconds. I made one final thrust. My balls against her butt as I erupted and throbbed inside of her as I let out my own howl as I filled that latex sheath.

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We made it to lunch, but not before experiencing another first for each of us... a shower together. Even in the tightness of the shower stall, it was fun. I'm sure if there was anyone in the adjoining room they heard our activities.

We each decided we needed to an hour, or so, in our own rooms doing some last minute packing. I could have done my last minute stuff in the morning, as I wasn't expecting my parents until around noon. Kathy was expecting hers mid-morning so she wanted to get hers done. I wasn't sure how the 'goodbyes' were going to go. Neither of us had. I think we were going to be playing that 'by ear'. I don't think either of us wanted to think about it. Even with the 'Plan' we knew it was going to be emotional. I just kept telling myself, 'it isn't going to be a real 'goodbye' just a 'farewell' until we would meet again'.

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After dinner, we walked aimlessly around the campus for a bit. By now it was deserted, I think maybe 10% were still there. We could have gone downtown, it would have been a distraction from what was coming. We didn't. Each of us wanted to savor the remaining time together without any distractions. Just us.

We wound up in my room. We slowly undressed each other and made love to each other the only way that we knew how to... slowly... tenderly... and 'yes' lovingly. Yes, there were tears. I think the words "I love you" were on each of our lips, but were never said. Perhaps it was too soon in our new budding relationship. Perhaps we wanted to be sure the other felt the same. We reluctantly decided we needed to get some sleep. I anticipated that I would be driving most of the way home as my dad would be driving down here. Twelve hours behind the wheel is tiring.

We settled in. I laid on my back. Kathy pressed her soft and warm bareness against mine. Man, I was going to miss this.

"Bill... I won't be here in the morning," her voice soft, almost a whisper, "I'll be leaving when I know you're asleep... I don't know if I can keep it together saying goodbye then turning and walking out the door. Or you walking me to my dorm," her voice cracking. "I'll try not to wake you. But, if I do, please don't say or do anything. Just let me leave. OK?" her voice cracking again.

I could only nod against her shoulder as I knew I would lose it if I tried to speak, as tears ran down my cheeks.

"And, please don't come to see me off. I would definitely lose it in front of my parents. I'll tell them about you... about us. I know they'll be happy for me that I have found someone like you. We have a Plan. We will make it. We'll see each other in a few weeks. We'll write."

Sleep was hard to come; but, it did. I woke once on my back. I had no idea what time it was. Didn't care, and didn't want to know. Didn't want to know how little time we had left before she would leave. We were lightly touching. Kathy was on her side facing away from me. Her shoulder and half of her back were uncovered by the sheet. Her skin glowed white from the dim light passing through the partially opened drapes.

I again listened to her gentle breathing as she slept. I wanted so much to move toward her. To take her in my arms. To hold her. To share our bareness one last time before we parted. I didn't. We had already said our 'goodbyes'. Our 'farewells' until we would meet again.

Later, I felt her stir. I turned onto my side facing her with my back pressed against the wall. I tried to keep my breathing such that it would appear I was asleep. Kathy gently turned onto her side to face me. Watching me. Her face inches away from mine, trying to determine if I was asleep. I could feel her sweet soft breath on my cheek.

Me; watching her through my half closed eyes. Making up her mind what she wanted to do. I think she was in as much turmoil as I was.

Sighing deeply. I heard her sniffle. She sat and stood. I watched her wipe away tears. I again took in the whiteness of her skin in the dim light as she walked to where her clothes were. The dark crease between her butt cheeks. I watched her dress. Then she walked over to my desk, out of my sight for a moment before returning to stand next to the bed.

Looking down at me. She leaned down and lightly kissed my forehead and whispered, "I love you," before turning and leaving.

The door clicked shut. I lost it. I sobbed. I went to the window and watched her as she went to her dorm. Her shoulders heaving. Her hands to her face to muffle her sobs. Tears running down my cheeks.

I woke around 8:30. Opening the drapes and turning to face my desk, my breath was taken away. Her bikini panties were hanging from my desk light. Sky blue. Delicate. I inhaled her essence. I was going to have to thank her for another gift.

Showered, and sitting at my desk. Staring across the way to the women's dorm... her dorm... her window. I thought about going over and finding a distant spot to get one last glimpse of her leaving. Far enough away that she wouldn't see me. But what if she did. She asked me not to. I had to.

Finding a spot on a nearby wooded hill that was probably thirty yards away, I waited. I was pretty sure I was well hidden and that I was early enough. About an hour passed, and then I saw that familiar head of golden blonde hair, her petite body, and long smooth legs. I watched as her parents loaded her stuff into the trunk.

Just before Kathy got into the car, I saw her take a quick look around... to see if I did come. I stood. She saw me. Even from that distance I could see the smile as she quickly got into the car and drove off. We were good.