by Bardot1990
Cynthia seems a little more human here--actually trying to evade her overwhelming impulses. Seeing it from her side explains why she was so on edge and nervous: the bridesmaid's dresses didn't meet standard, plus her aunts and grandmothers wanted to present comfort food despite the hotel's ixnay. All that adds up, which makes her perfectionistic approach perfectly understandable--from all those angles.
There's no math that explains her outlook on the two "sisters" as issues, and she's still quite irrational to start off the installment with (staying celibate for 6 weeks would regain her lost virginity). That's the clinical detachment speaking again. In terms of her state of mind, there's no way anyone can miss that with how you detail it.
OK, my question is this. Cynthia may be like a few of the women I know. But she is also like 90% of the men I know (a couple of my uncles excluded). I've actually had men excuse their doggish behavior by quoting Spike Lee: "It's a DICK thing". Men will fuck any hole that presents itself. The only thing that keeps them from being rampantly promiscuous is opportunity. And they ADMIT it. And Society excuses it, because they are men. Cynthia is a MAN from very many perspectives.